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Throw It Away ::lashton::

requested by: @overdreamersxx
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REQUEST: Luke sees Ashton's cuts and they try to work it out but ash goes missing but he come back.
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This isn't exactly what you wanted but I'm sorry :(
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Lukey: Ashton?

Ash: yes love?

Lukey: why are there cuts all over your arms?

Lukey: I see them when your bracelets move out of place. I know they're there.

Ash: ...

Lukey: Why? Why would you do this?

Ash: because my life is shit.

Lukey: I love you, the lads love you, and our fans love you. Why are you doing this to yourself?

Lukey: you don't deserve this Ashton

Ash: yes I do Luke. I shouldn't be living the life I'm living, it's too good for me. And I'm too horrible.

Lukey: you deserve to be happy Ashton.

Lukey: Ash, please answer back

Lukey: please?

Lukey: it's been 10 mins and you still haven't replied, I'm getting worried.

Lukey: It says you're reading these so I'm going to tell you something.

Lukey: in year 8 I started self harming too. All the bullies in school and I knew that I never fit in... I would take Bens lighter that he had and burn parts of my skin. I remember the first day you came to my school. You were so happy and always smiling at everything. I envied you so much because I didn't think I would ever be able to be that. But then you started talking to me and you helped me. You helped me without even noticing it. I never once told you. But you still always tried to cheer me up when I was sad.

Lukey: I want to be able to help you now. I love you, I really do. I don't want you hurting yourself. You're to beautiful for that.

Ash: I'm sorry

Lukey: are you okay?

Lukey: you didn't hurt yourself did you?

Ash: no

Ash: I threw them away, for you.

Lukey: the blades?

Ash: yeah

Lukey: baby I'm so fucking proud of you

Lukey: I really am. I love you so fucking much

Ash: I love you too

Lukey: can I come over?

Ash: please

Lukey: I'll be over soon babydoll xxx

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A/N

This was short and shit but I'm not feelin to well so yeah :/

I'm going have a few more updates, but most of them will be from my co writer :) x