Something I realized about Olivia and Liam's relationship in the story was that they didn't start out as Friends in their relationship.
They started being together after feeling an attraction to each other but it didn't really happen till mid story when Olivia started to really open up about her past-that's when their relationship truly started.
Most relationships start off with an attraction to another person and by mid point the most successful ones end up as the two partners being the closet friends, knowing what makes you smile and what makes you cry. The secret quirks of the other one and how to keep them from going insane.
But in this relationship as fictional as it is, stands for something true.A good relationship no matter how dark somebodies past,is the other partner will stand beside you through thick & thin.
Like Liam stood beside Olivia even when everything else around her was falling apart.
Now there may be some people saying "Olivia, this Person didn't have it so bad-just click on the news and see what most kids have to go through daily" yes I realize that.
But I think to judge somebody on their lives is stepping into their shoes and seeing what they have to go through everyday-because past their smiles and fake "I'm Fines-don't worry about me"'s there's a secret life hidden beneath.
Even to the most un-deep person.
Take this as an example, at school everybody's placed in an Stereotypical group, now you can say "Ha-my school isn't anything like that" but if you take the time to notice your surroundings you'd see it too.
But any-who, Everybody's placed in a group-the good sportsmen/women in Jocks or JV Jocks, the Musicians in the band Group and the Emos\goths in the Dark and Mysterious group.
Then there's us Inbetweeners as I like to say, we basically just float around, fading into the backgrounds of the Popular kids who love to be involved with every little thing.
And I do mean everything.
Us inbetweeners try to dodge and not get noticed. at school the inbetweeners could say "Ha-look at them, they're so damned perky-it's sickening".
And at home, we could inscribe saying-"I wish U was one of them, then maybe i'd get noticed and stop being invisible to everybody" in the deepest parts of our journals.
We're two different people.
Whether it's in school or not.
Olivia isn't Bio-polar-she's just a broken soul who's hurt herself more than somebody should. I could rattle off a whole list of what's wrong with that, but we don't have 10 years just spare on our hands now do we?
A phrase I like to tell my friends when they snap at me being insecure is,"I do hurt-i've hurt myself to deep mentally, for it to just heal overnight-it's not something you can place a ban-aid over and coat some ointment that can magically be cured in a few short hours.
It's something that is going to take time and patience to heal-because maybe not today, maybe not tomorrow, and maybe not next year, but one day I will learn to love myself.
I will be able to accept myself for all my imperfections and mistakes. I will one day but that day isn't today. Time will heal my wounds. and if you really care about me, you'll accept that and be proud that i'm being honest and not lying by saying "Oh yeah, I'm fine with myself-i just hate this single picture of myself".
"Let Me-Accept Me."
It breaks my heart when girl's talk about their insecurities and then seeing people say "OMG, your are Gorg! what are you talking about being Ugly and Fat! your soooo Skinny and your skin isn't THAT BADDD!"
Maybe(and I use this word cautiously) that person has had somebody close to them call them fat, telling them they could afford to loose a few pounds, or maybe being called a mistake. or Anorexic, too Tall,Big Nose, Short and Stubby,Fagot ,Moob Boy ,Stupid , Dummy ,Retard, Freckles, Smarty pants,Kiss Ass, Weird Laugh, Weird butt, flat chest, Blubber the Whale,Bozo the Clown, anything like that.
It only takes one person to hurt another person and another 4+ years(Rough Estimate) for them to recover from one comment from a stupid bully,or Friend who didn't think twice about it hurting your feelings.
We all have something we don't love about ourselves, fo one-i'm insecure about my writing.
I know i've talked about this before but it's gotten worse over the years. after reading my friends stories I feel like mine isn't good enough-that i'm just another writer lost in the mix of them all.
I want my writing to stand on it's own-I want it to make a statement that girls and boys all around the world are too scared to stand up and say.
Like Olivia has always been scared to talk about her Anorexia and her Suicide attempts, Lexi with her Diabetes, Ebony with Her Body, Madison with dancing and hiding in the background.
All those girl's have something they're scared to talk about.
In my story-to me it goes beyond than just a girl falling in love with a celebrity-it shows that even the most shattered people can find somebody who will love them for all their mistakes and insecurities.
that no matter How Fucked up we May be, There's going to be at least one person on this planet and in our lives who will accept us for who we are and love us for it.
I think in the end, Olivia would be glad she went through all she did-because it made her a stronger person, and if she hadn't, she wouldn't have met the amazing people in her life.
But she wouldn't have met somebody who understood her and helped take all the salt and glass out of her wounds.
And that stands for everybody, Whether it's a boy or a girl, a friend or a family member, somebody your romantically involved with, or not-they will love you for you. And if they can't accept that you may be a bit crazier than the norm-kick them to the curb. Because they do not realize what an amazing person their missing out on.
I Love you guys, Fucked Up Minds or Not-your my Best friends' and I will ALWAYS understand and Accept,
We all have to stay together and Accept each other when No one Understands at the moment.
Love Always,
Olivia *Aka~ThatOlivia~*
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