Hidden Chapter (Jimin x Reader)

P.J.

Why must my life feel so painful? Most people I see seem to enjoy life. Talking to friends, walking with loved ones, going on dates with partners. All I want is to enjoy one of those things. I wouldn't be picky, any of those activities sound exciting or fun. All I want is to feel loved. Mother says she loves me. But it doesn't feel like love. More like a strict hold. A hand choking me slowly to death. A snake wrapped around my body, hugging me so tight that my eyes will pop out. I honestly don't know what love is. All I know is fear and pain. Loss and aloneness. That's all I know, and that's all I will ever know.

Going down to my cliff ledge is my only sense of relief. My old spot was taken, overrun by trash and hikers. My new place is nice. Just a cliff now, no trees and no waterfall. Just cliff ledge, overlooking the city. The best part is, at night you can see all the stars. One night I brought my telescope and watched a shooting star. It was beautiful. It was the most beautiful thing I've seen in a while.