Mutual - Shawn Mendes
Shawn's POV
September 2017
Where was this change in attitude coming from? We were alright, cuddling in the sofa while watching a movie, not sure what movie it was though. We were close, closer than we had ever been in so long. My heart was racing and every cell in me was rooting for this moment to last forever. How long had I been waiting for a moment like this? I had not stopped thinking about her, not since I became obsessed with her back it 2014, how could I? She was amazing and no one ever compared to her. But why had she stormed out like that and came back ready to fight and leave?
"Camila, just talk to me", I whispered taking in the deliciuos smell of her perfume.
"There's nothing to talk". She was maybe the most stubbord person I knew.
"Then why are you mad at me?", I asked.
"I'm not".
"But you're frowning", I said touching her forehead with the tip of my fingers and she gasped.
"It doesn't matter, Shawn", she crosssed her arms in front of her chest, like putting a barier between us.
"I don't want you to leave", I told her sure of my words. "Unless you really don't want to be here".
Her big eyes looked at me with a mixture of surprise and confusion. Why was so hard for her to believe I wanted her to stay here?
"Talk to me", I insisted.
"I don't wanna talk", she said before wrapping my neck with her hands in a swift move and kissing me.
Fuck. Was I dreaming? Was this real? It took me like 2 seconds to react, but the moment I did it I wasted no time grabbing her waist and making my way inside her warm mouth with my tongue. Oh God, the first kiss had been good but this was amazing. In a unspoken but coordinate move, she jumped and I hold her against my body while her legs surrounded me. I walked back to the couch and laid her on her back. I just let go of her lips to look at her for a second and get some strains of hair out of her face. She was beautiful, and she was here telling me with her eyes this was what she wanted, she wanted the same as me.
My hands wandered around the soft creamy skin of her belly under her top and she pulled my hair when my fingers gave her shivers. Her lips felt like wet velvet over mines and I couldn't get enough of that feeling. Her hand moved down from my neck and traveled to my chest, she started unbottoning my shirt and I was about to combust right there and then. I finished the work for her and took my shirt over my head and went back to kissing her. Her tiny hands tracing my spine drove me crazy. I hadn't felt this way in so long. Wait, no, I never had felt this way before. No other girls had sent my head spinning and my heart running just by having her hands and lips on me, it usually took more than that.
One of her legs curled up and I hooked it around my hip. I had no self control to avoid touching her thigh. Oh I was going to die any second now.
"Wait", she said while I was kissing her neck and I froze immediately.
"What?", I asked her out of breath.
She looked at me with big uncertain eyes. She was confused and so was I. Should we stop and talk about it? I have always wanted her, more than anyone but I wasn't sure if she felt the same way. Was this a confirmation she did? Oh my friends would be thrilled to know I was finally making out with her after all the whining around.
"I'll leave", she said in a whisper but didn't move.
I frowned. She was going to leave? Now? After all this?
