Your body is a wonderland - John Mayer
Camila's POV
July 2019
I had a weird vibe going over my body while standing on Shawn's balcony and looking out at the city lights. I was a bit buzz because of the alcohol and the way Shawn was looking at me wasn't helping. My whole body felt about to explode from all the tension. We had kissed, we had held hands, but I still felt like we were playing around. Was I really kissing and holding hands with my best friend?
"Are you cold?", he asked me.
"Yeah", I nodded and he ushered me back to the apartment with his hand on my back.
I put my glass down because I felt dizzy enough and I didn't know if I could control myself around him any longer, it was better not to involve more alcohol in this.
"So...", he said eyeing me.
His bed was right there next to us and tried not to look at it but it was impossible. He chuckled when he followed my gaze but didn't say anything. I felt my cheeks blushing and I wanted to say something funny to lift some of the tension but not even my sassy or goofy sides were working properly now.
"Hey", he said catching my attention. "You look beautiful".
I smiled at him and his compliment to make me feel better. We were both nervous and anxious, I knew I was and I could see him in his body language.
I steadied my breath and took a step closer to him before standing on my tiptoes and grabbing his hair. I crushed my lips against his and savored his lower lip that looked extremely delicious. I had these weird moments of not being able to keep my hands to myself and just going against my better judgement to do how I felt like it. I had waited so long for the time I'd see him again that even when I was dying with nerves, I couldn't stay away from him.
"Damn", he murmured over his lips just for a second before kissing me back again.
I put my arms around his neck to have more support. His lips were too addicting to let go so soon, I wanted more. He grabbed me by my waist and pushed me close to him. He always smelled so well and I was gladly intoxicated by him now. He took some steps back until we fall on the bed with me on top. The bouncing of me mattress made me bump my forehead with his jaw and we both whined laughing and holding our faces.
"Ouch", I said and looked down at him that was fighting a laugh.
"Come here", he shook his head and cupped my face.
I looked into his eyes before he bent a little and kissed my forehead, right where I had hit it. A smile curved my lips before I could help it and I melted in his arms. I returned the kiss on his jaw and kept kissing him. The silly and sweet moment was quickly replaced by a steamy and passionate make out session.
My hair created a curtain around us but then started to get in the way so we switched places and the weight of his body pinned me down to the mattress. My skin burned everywhere he touched me. My hands trembled when I searched for the hemp of his shirt and brushed my fingertips over his abs. He moaned in my mouth and I continued my journey up his abdomen and back. He sat back suddenly and removed his shirt altogether. My jaw dropped when I saw him shirtless, it had been a while since the last time, and even when I had seen pictures, having him in full display in front of me was completely different.
"What?", he giggled and brushed his hair with his fingers, blushing.
"Nothing", I said swallowing the saliva in my mouth.
He lowered himself down on me again, slowly, like a tiger before attacking its prey and everything in me tickled with anticipation. He devoured my mouth again and in the process got rid of some of my clothes too. I hadn't planned on this, not consciously at least, but my body was more than ready. I had a ball of nerves at the pit of my stomach because it was all so new and intense with him. It wasn't like anything we had done before but I was more than willing to try.
