UNTIL OUR STARS COLLIDE AGAIN

Chapter 32: Suite

Pagkatapos niyang sabihin yun, hindi ko na alam ang ginawa basta ang alam ko. Natatakot ako. Natatakot akong mapalapit sa kanya ulit kasi baka masaktan na naman ako. Masaktan na naman ng hindi ko kayanin.

I'm afraid, kapag nilapitan ko ulit siya baka masaktan na naman ako and I don't want that to happen again. Mas natatakot akong makain ko lahat ng sinabi ko. There is no certainty at all so I don't want to talk about it. As far as I know, I don't want to have a connection with him anymore because I know the time will come that I will be hurt again. I don't want to, I'm getting carried away.

But I don't want to be selfish because I know If I will love him again then there's someone will wait again. It hurts so I don't want them to experience what I experienced. If that bothered me, I don't want to bother them either. Because I have to think first, what about them?

I don't like it, I'm irritated. I love other people so as much as possible, I will do everything so that they also don't experience what I have experienced.

Sa pagiisip ko, hindi ko namalayang nasa hospital na ulit ako. I saw Aunt Delia who was Dale's mommy and Dale was asleep. I also asked Tita if the three had come home and she said yes. It took me a few more minutes there before I even thought of going home to my condo.

To get rid of my thoughts, I just cooked and cleaned the condo. I just stopped when Dad called. They sent me home for dinner this evening, they said there was something to talk about.

When night came, I immediately went home because they were in hurry to send me home. I also realized, they already know that Eiram and I are gone. I told them everything and of course they were angry but that disappeared when I told them what Eiram reason was.

"Hey, how are you?" Salubong ni Mame sakin.

Napairap naman ako.

"Tss, si Dale nasa hospital kaya dun ako dumeretso." Pagod na sagot ko.

"We found out about that from Ate Delia. Oh what happened? How's Dale? Why did he end up going there? Pity him." Tanong ni Dade.

"He and Kim had a fight last night and he went to the Bar for a drink. This morning, he had an accident. Collided with pole." Sagot ko, natatawa dahil sa naiisip na katangahan ng pinsan ko.

We started eating after that and also talked in the middle of the meal. I also found out that Aries has a prom night so Mom told me to buy a suite for him. I didn't agree at first because I was supposed to have a job but Dad insisted. I even looked at Aries but he just laughed at me. This idiot is annoying.

"Tss, fine." Inis na sabi ko.

Now Aries and I are going to buy his clothes, we are here at the Mall. If he hadn't pulled me inside, I wouldn't have moved. He is already big and tall for me that's why I kept on asking why he needs me. I didn't do anything so I went with him and I should be happy because, Dad gave me money and also to enjoy and forget the problem.

"Okay ba to sakin, Ate?" Tanong niya sakin habang pinapakita sakin ang mga nasusukat niyang damit.

Napakunot naman ang noo ko sa suot niya. Violet formal attire. Baduy.

"Baduy!" Asik ko.

Hindi siya marunong pumili ng damit, nakakainis.

"Ate, Ito."

Napangiwi naman ako sa suot niya. Pula naman ngayon.

"Gago, hindi bagay sayo!" Usal ko. Sinamaan naman niya ako ng tingin kaya proud akong ngumiti sa kanya.

He is really stupid.

"This?"

Napatingin naman ako sa kanya at binigyan siya ng nakakadiring tingin. Black naman ngayon.

"Common, masyado." Puna ko.

"Kanina ka pa, ha." Banta niya kaya inirapan ko siya.

"Eh pangit nga!" Sigaw ko pa kaya umiling nalang siya at pumasok sa fitting room.

Black suite? Stupid, too common. That whore has no taste. Baduy sa lahat eh. He is handsome but he is really stupid. Nothing either.

"Eh ito!" Walang kagana ganang sabi niya.

Sinamaan ko naman siya ng tingin nung makita ko ang suot niya. Navy blue naman ngayon.

"Baduy ka talaga e no? The clothes you choose are annoying. Do you have no taste? You are a man, you fool when you choose." Pagsusungit ko!

"Tss, bakit ba ikaw ang kasama ko?!" Sigaw niya sakin pero binelatan ko lang.

They want to take me with you so,  you suffer. Wala ako mood.

"Last na to, ito?" Tanong niya pa.

Nagulat naman ako sa suot niya ngayon. Wow naman!

Pagsasalita na sana ako kaso naunahan ako ng nasa likod ko.

"What you are wearing looks good to you."

Gulat naman akong napaharap sa likod ng makilala ko ang boses na yun kaya laki gulat ko na tama ang hinala ko.

"W-what are you doing here, Chase?"