His Majesty | M.Y.G

Last Words

Y/N's P.O.V.

Like any cliché movie would have it, it was raining. The day was dark and gloomy like the feelings inside of you. You had spent a few days locked up in a guest bedroom, refusing to come out. You hadn't been able to even get close to your bedroom. The thought of Hoseok being killed in there on your bed made you sick to the stomach. Not only that, but it brought the tears out all over again. By this time, you had felt as if there were no more tears inside you. No matter how much you wanted to cry, you couldn't. It was just never settling pain. 

Today was the day you had to come out. You had already missed his burial ceremony. You wanted to go so you could've said your last goodbye but you had no strength that day. It was too hard to even calm yourself down. Now, you were able to be a little more composed. There was still the overwhelming feelings of pain and sadness. 

As you pushed yourself out of bed, you looked out the small window. The sin was shining and it seemed like a normal day. You wanted to trick yourself into believing that it was. That Hoseok was just out that door. He would be standing there with a smile on his face ready to challenge the world.

Unfortunately, that wasn't the case. You slowly walked out the door and into the hallway. You couldn't help but notice the passing maids whispering things to each other. You didn't blame them though. This was the first time you were coming out of the room. You had tried to make yourself look presentable but you didn't try too hard. 

Once you made it down to the first floor, you tried to make sure no one saw you. It was going well until you were seen by none other than Taehyung.

His smile was completely erased from his face. He only looked at you sadly before looking back to focus on the job he was supposed to do.

You quickly headed out the door and walked over to Hoseok grave. They had a memorial for all the bodyguards who were killed during their service behind the Bodyguard Dorms. It was set there as a reminder for the new ones. You only knew because Hoseok had mentioned it to you before. It was brief but you remembered. What surprised you though, was that they had put Hoseok in the Highest Honor graves. It was an above ground grave which only the Highest ranked bodyguards were placed. 

As you walked in, you could see the flower arrangements they had given him. They were the same flowers that were in the garden where you had hosted the Garden Party. Hanging above it all was a picture of Hoseok.

Tears welled up in your eyes as you walked in. Facing Hoseok's smiling face was hard. It was almost like he was smiling down at you. You walked over to his grave and fell to your knees.

"Hoseok... I'm sorry. I couldn't bare to send you off. Please understand. I can't even bare to look at your picture. I'm so sorry... I know you did a lot for me. I didn't deserve it but you still did it. For that I want to thank you. You risked your life for me and you ended up here... You always thought of me... Even your last words."

You tightly shut your eyes and your hands squeezed into fists. 

"You deserve better Hoseok. Your last were claiming that I was Queen... So I'll make it happen. No matter what! Nothing will stand in my way."

You wiped your tears away from your face and looked up at the picture. You were going to make him proud. He helped you all this time but you were too scared to do anything. Now it was time. No more hiding. No more staying quiet. No more being looked down on. 

"Long live Queen Y/N"

Bodyguard Jimin's P.O.V.

"Jimin, I don't understand... You want to quit?"

Yoongi stared at me with a confused face.

"Correct. I no longer have the determination or passion I used to have. I am nothing more but a dead weight."

"Don't say that Jimin. You've been training to be a bodyguard your whole life. Why would you want to quit now?"

I sighed at his words. I knew he was going to try to get me to stay. I can't though. 

"Look Yoongi, nothing you say is going to make me stay. I'm leaving either way. So we can do this formally or I can just walk out the door right now."

"Jimin, what about your life here!? You're really just going to walk away? This is your whole life? What else do you know than being a bodyguard?"

I took off my badge and set it on his desk.

"It was an honor working for you, Your highness."

Not turning back, I walked out of his room and headed out the doors. I wouldn't be leaving just yet. I needed to say goodbye. 

Before I knew it, I was standing outside of his grave. I walked in and sat down. It was quiet and peaceful. I had already spent my days crying over him. Now there was nothing left.

"I don't deserve to be here. I-... I'm sorry Hoseok. I know sorry won't ever amount to what I did. I regret everything. I regret meeting you. Maybe then, your life would've been so much easier. Which is why I'm leaving. I'm not coming back either. My one wish was to become a bodyguard but I only wanted to do it with now. Now that you're gone I can't do it anymore. Here I was so scared of things changing, that it was me who changed everything. It's all my fault."

I ripped of the badge that Hoseok and I had gotten when we graduated training school together. There was no need for it now.

"You are going to live forever in people's heart's Hoseok. I was foolish enough to think that I could have yours."

I sighed and got up from where I was sitting. The sun was starting to set. I'd have to leave now if I wanted to get a good place to sleep at. 

As I walked away, I looked back one more time. 

"Goodbye, Hoseok."

Secretary Jin's P.O.V.

"Namjoon."

"Yes?"

"What do you think about Y/N becoming Queen?"

He set his book down and looked at me confused.

"Like... Ruling Queen or Yoongi's wife queen?"

"Whatever you'd think fits best."

His head rested in his hands as he thought about the question.

"She has the potential. Although, she can't be ruling queen unless Yoongi agreed to it. I doubt he would ever do such a thing. He could give her the power for them to be equals but that would be unlikely too. Why do you ask?"

I shook my head. "Just wonder is all. I don't think it's unlikely though. It may not seem like it but they both have the same goals. They want to be the one in power. Sure they have different ways of going about it... but they are more equal than you'd think."

"How do you know that?"

"I just know..." I chuckled.

"You seem to know everything Jin."

I turned to look out the window. Jimin could be seen walking down the path as the sun set. So I was right. The two friends ended up their game. In the end, it lead to the end of a relationship. At least this means Y/N won't be distracted anymore. She was getting too comfortable wasting her days away. This should enforce some type of push. The push that she will need to become the Queen.

A/N

Such sad endings... Goodbye Jimin....

Anyways, I think i'm going to have to go back to updating once a week. My schedule is getting more busy and all so I don't have as much time to write. I'll work hard for you all though!

Until next time...

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