Loss for Words

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I highly suggest listening to this song while you read the chapter. Trust me on this one.

Y/N's P.O.V.

For next few days, you kept visiting Yoongi and forcing medicine down his throat. He was reluctant to take any of it on his own but you made him take it anyways. Every time you went into his room, he would groan in despair.

"I swear you're such a cry baby. It's just a little bit of medicine. Plus it'll make you feel better and this is the last time you have to take it so what are you even complaining about?"

"It tastes bad."

You rolled your eyes at his words and measured out the amount for him. "Well I'm sorry you Royal taste buds don't like it, but if you wanna keep your fancy taste buds then open up and swallow."

You held the spoon up to his mouth and he opened. After feeding it to him like a baby, you clapped your hands together and stood up.

"Come on now, put on something decent for outside and lets get going."

"What do you mean...? Isn't it supposed to rain today?" He asked looking up at you.

"A little bit of water isn't going to hurt you Yoongi. Besides, staying in this room all the time surely isn't helping you get any better. We're going outside for a small walk and then you can come back to your hole." You said while picking up his tray of empty plates. The maids haven't been in the room for forever and it was starting to gross you out. "While we're at it, I'll call the maids to clean this place up. You know... get it back to normal."

He slowly looked around the room and sighed. Even though he didn't say anything, you could tell that he agreed. It was time for him to get up and get things back to normal. Or at least as normal as it could be. 

Once he was up and out of bed, you left the room to give him some privacy to get ready. You didn't wait too long but when he came out, he looked nice and refreshed. Nothing what he looked like when he was rolling around in his bed.

"Ready?" He asked with a smile.

You smiled back and nodded. Without warning, he grabbed your hand and started pulling you along.

"Ah- Yoongi, where are we going?"

"You'll see."

Yoongi guided you out the castle and into the gardens. He didn't stop running until you had reached a hill. Once at the top, Yoongi fell to the ground and sighed. Seconds later he started laughing. You shook you head at his behavior but went along with it. As you sat down in the grass you looked up at all the clouds in the sky.

He sat up beside you and sighed. You looked over at him with your face resting in your hands and raised your eyes brows, silently asking 'What?'.

"I lied. I ate everything you sent me. I have all your notes too. I put them in my desk drawer so they wouldn't get lost or wrinkled though. For safe keeping..." He said with a small smile.

Your face heated up as he admitted to keeping the silly notes. "You didn't have to. I didn't really think you'd like them anyways."

"No, I do like them. They're... cute." 

He looked down at the grass and picked at it. The two of you just sat there silently. It wasn't an awkward silence like it used to be... Now it was just... Peaceful. That was already a weird though. You sneaked a peak over at Yoongi from the corner of your eyes. He's been weirdly nice ever since he became the King. 

"Thank you Y/N... I know you didn't have to take care of me but you still did it." He smiled at you.

"I guess that's just something you do for people you care abo-..."Your voice trailed off as you realized what you were just about to say.

He looked at you with wide eyes but didn't say anything. A blush rose on your faces as he continued to stare at him. You didn't want to look away though.

 Then it hit you. This whole time without even realizing it, you've cared for him. The notes, staying by his bedside while he was sick, worrying for him when bad things happened, wishing that he would just talk to you, all of these signs and you didn't even think about the fact that maybe you cared for him. Because this was Yoongi we're talking about right?  Yoongi doesn't care about anyone other than himself, Yoongi doesn't care for anyone at all, Yoongi the cold hearted person he paints himself as. No, not that Yoongi. You've fallen for the Yoongi sitting right in front of you. The one who cries in the security of his room, the one who's worried about not being good enough, the one that holds on to you and so quietly asks for help. 

"Yoongi... I-"

Your breath caught in your chest as he leaned ever so slowly into your space. His scent invading your mind making you dizzy and everything around you hazy. His hand coming up to your face and tilting it for a better angle. Your eyes fluttered and lips parted as his breath hit your lips. His soft lips ghosting over yours. Then it happened. Your lips met his and the both of you were lost in each other. Warmth filled your body and shiver going down your spine at the same time. His hands pulling you closer as you rested yours on his arms. In this moment neither of you cared about what was going to happen next. You grabbed onto his shirt and kissed him back. There was a want in the kiss --- No, it was a need. 

As soon as he broke away for air, the both of you realized what you had just done. 

"Y/N... I'm- I didn't-" His face was flushed as he tried to form words but nothing seemed to be coming to mind.

You opened your mouth to try to say something but as soon as your lips opened. You were interrupted. 

"Yoongi! Where are you?!"

You quickly stood up and looked down at the bottom of the hill then back to Yoongi. He was standing up and looked like he wanted to say something but neither of you could get the words out. Once again you tried but was cut off.

"Ah, there you are Yoongi! Father and Jin said you'd be out here! Anyways, surprise! Well not really surprise since you invited me here." She then turned to you and scrunched her nose. "What's the matter with you?"

"I... Yeun-Sul" Everything left your mind when you tried to speak. You were only focused on one thought. You looked to Yeun-Sul then back to Yoongi. "I-... I have to go."

And with that you ran down the hill and back to the palace.

A/N

Hi :)

Your all knowing tech master Author learned that I can't write on both my phone and the laptop or else it messes with my chapters. Anyways this chapter was okay or whatever. Not like anything important happened 🙄🖐🏼

Okay but I hope you enjoyed this one and HAHA FIRST CHAPTER ON THE YEAR GUYS. STARTING OUT WITH SOMETHING GOOD. 

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