His Majesty | M.Y.G

A New Vision

Y/N's P.O.V.

You weren't sure if anyone would be able to hear you. Your hand was covering your mouth as hot tears spilled from your eyes. You tried to stay quiet as you pressed yourself up against a bookshelf. Muffled sobs fought past your hand as you cried. 

Earlier on the ride you were taking, Yeun-Sul had somehow managed to get you to fall back with her. You thought that she was just going to ask you more questions but you couldn't be more wrong. Her happy 'personality' had took a cold turn when she was talking to you. She had said things like "Just because you married him doesn't mean you can become the Queen and have power", "I bet you're used to all this mud because you were a dirty farmer. I could never.". That wasn't what had set you off though. While she was rolling off insult after insult, she had told you that Yoongi should've married her because you would end up as a disappointment to Yoongi's Kingdom.

Too many times have you put up with these "Royals" bullshit. Too many times have you been insulted and not speaking up for yourself. You couldn't help it that you weren't born with  golden spoon in your mouth. It wasn't your fault that you had gotten involved with the Royal family. Nothing made sense as to why everyone was so mean. You didn't even do anything wrong but it was like everyone was out to get you. 

You fell on your hands and knees as the tears fell from your face. It's not my fault. I can't help that I wasn't royalty. I just wanted to go home...

After a couple of minutes, you wiped your tears and sighed. They had broken and skinned you all the way down to the bone. It was time for a change. No more would you let them talk about you like that. You weren't going to let them look down on you just because you weren't a pure blood like them. 

You got up from the floor and walked out of the room. You didn't know where to go but you had an idea of the places you were going to go. 

As you walked into the library, you found him. He was reading some papers but looked up as you walked up to him.

"Y/N? Are you okay?"

"Don't play stupid with me Jin. I want you too look at me and tell me if I made any improvements from when I first started my lessons."

He stared at you for a couple of seconds and set his papers down.

"Well, to be honest you did. Not a lot but there's some progress. Why?"

"Is there any way I could become the ruling Queen?" You continued ignoring his question.

"I've looked into it and there's no law saying that you couldn't. You'd have to get Yoongi to agree to give you any type of power though. I doubt he would do it." 

Your eyes widened when he said that he had looked into it.

"Wait... You want me to have power?"

He looked away from you and back down at the papers.

"The palace is a dangerous place Y/N. No one has good motives."

"I need you to help me Jin."

He looked up at you and looked like he was mentally face palming himself. "Did you not listen to me? I just said that no one has good motives so why would you want me to help you? How do you know that I won't stab you in the back?"

He was right. So far the only 'good' people in the palace were Hoseok and Taehyung. The Queen was kinda nice but there was something off about her. You didn't want to judge too quickly though.

"I trust you Jin."

He shook his head and started to pack away his papers. "If that's what you want, Princess."

The title made you smile. It was the first time someone had addressed you as Princess. Soon it will be Queen...

"So, what did you want my help with? Do you want more dancing lessons? King Jang's ball is coming up in a couple of days."

"No I think I have dancing down. What should I know when I become Queen? I'll learn and study anything you want me to."

He looked around the library and went to a shelf. He scanned the book binds for a second before pulling out a big one. 

"Read this. It's the same book Yeun-Sul had to read while she was growing up. Study that and try to memorize some things. Also, be more confident Y/N. You're holding back for the sake of the other royals but if I may remind you... You are a Royal now."

Bodyguard Hoseok's P.O.V.

It's been a rough since Jimin's confession. I was completely oblivious to his feelings. I couldn't help but think about what he had said though. I do care for Y/N but I don't like her in that way. I do care for Jimin but... Do I love him?

"How could I be so blind...?"

He leaned down and grabbed a fistful of my own hair. Why am I so stupid?

Jimin had confessed his love for me and I could do was make excuses of why I didn't return it. I do love Jimin but as a brother... At least I think so. It's true that I've never though about Jimin in a romantic type of way though. I do care for him a lot though. 

"I'm worried that If I say that I love you, it'll just be because you said it first. I don't want to say that I love you just to make you happy. I mean, I do want you to be happy Jimin but I don't want to lie to you."

Voicing my thoughts made me feel a little better but not that much. Jimin was still upset with me and I couldn't get my feelings together. Do I love Jimin in a romantic type of way? 

I'm not really sure...

A/N

HAHA IT'S ME AGAIN :)

Yeah so that last chapter was really ew and I felt bad that it was short so have some better quality stuff.

I gots some spicy stuff planned for the not too far future so hehe 

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