Wolfstar oneshots :)

My sweet moony,

-remus pov-
as sat at my desk a thought very clear on my mind,a somber thought. however scary it was, deep down i knew it had to be dealt with, had to be answered before it became too much for me to handle. before i did something stupid and wound up at step of 12 grimmauled place with tear stained cheeks.
i stood in front dumbledores desk. "sorry to interrupt sir but- i have some questions"
he nodded and smiled softly
"did you know?" he gave a curios look
i looked down and continued
"that sirius was innocent, that is.
i didn't look up.
"to a extent, yes. i think you knew this, i mean. i wouldn't have spared him if-"
"he almost died. twice. and didn't see his own godson for, for 12 years. yet you talk about him like he's a creature." my heart was heavy and i didn't know what i was saying, if i was taking at all.
"well, i didn't want to tarnish my name, he's a murderer-"
"he's a fucking human, his name is sirius black. he's 34 years old, he's afraid of thunderstorms and didn't eat for a week when his brother died. he saw his godson for the first time in 12 years and the first thing he did was try to kill him. i saw him for the first time in 12 years and i looked into his eyes and i knew. i knew you lied." i didn't realize i was crying until i felt the tears hitting the leather of my shoes.i thumbed the scar on the back of my hand,sirius would when i was sad. i looked up
"remus. i did what was best for harry you have to be real-"
"what would have been best was for harry to stay with his godfather. and deep down if there's any love in your heart you can see that. well- shit there obviously isn't. and i hope that one day you will come to your senses. but for now i will not continue to work for you."
i didn't leave him a moment to say anything as i left his office with tears in my eyes. i walked down the hall softly crying while pulling on my sweater sleeve. it reminds me of the way sirius would pull on it when he wanted a hug. "professor lupin?" i quickly wiped my eyes before looking up. it was harry. "harry..." i looked back down at my hands and sobbed.
i sat down on the floor and pulled my sweater over my legs as harry sat down next to me. he rested his head on my shoulder as i softly cried. "harry take it. take the map-it was your fathers. sirius made it of course, we all did. take it please." my shakey hand reached into my jacket and pulled it out softly handing it to him.
"how did you get it in the first place?" i didn't want to pry but, peter had gotten it take- filch took it-7th year.
"the weasley. twins to be exact, nicked it from filches office. i was trying to get to hogsmead. that's when i found out sirius was my godfather. mcgongal said. i was so sad. it hurt."
i smiled softly.
"wanna go see him?im sure siri wouldn't mind a visit from you. take the day off with me, will you?"
he smiled
"yeah, yeah let's go."
i smiled and softly got up and helped harry up. we stood in silence as we walked to the shrieking shack to aperate to grimmauld place.
"see this bed? every full moon i would wake up here with sirius. and once he was playing the piano." the memory's came back, hitting me like a wall. but i wiped my eyes and reached my hand out for harry to take. he smiled solemnly and took it closing his eyes.

i looked up at the building,shivering at the memory's of having to get sirius from this horrid house. when reg would distract his mother,just to sneak out the window. "okay, okay. let's go." i cast the spell and watched as the family's sitting moved slowly to reveal the small black door. i sighed as we walked to the front door. i knocked softly. "sirius, i know you can hear me. it's just me, remus. i brought harry." i heard the locks clicking and soon the door flung open as he wrapped his arms around us.
"get inside!" he whisper yelled as he shut the door behind us
"oh my..oh you two.." sirius's eyes watered as he stood staring at us.
"and you! it's a school day!"
"remus told me to take the day off."
i looked at sirius with a smile.
"i wanted to see you." i saw tears in sirius i so i stepped forward and hugged him.
"harry..come here.." i said as i moved my arm so he could slip under it. he smiled and hugged us both. i heard sirius sigh "you know harry...your dad did this. he skipped one time to go over to remus's house." harry smiled softly. i looked over at sirius as a slipped my hand into his. he winced and i looked down to see blood on his and my hand "shit what did you do-"
"i'm fine i just tried to cook"
"let me see it." he scoffed and showed me his hand, it was cut from his thumb to his pinky. i looked up at him and sighed "harry head up stairs.we'll be up soon."
he nodded and looked down at the floor and went upstairs.
"come on,we need to get you cleaned up."
he nodded and followed me to the bathroom. i looked at the halls, i hadn't been here since i was 17 and sirius had been hurt by his parents, a letter was sent. anonymous,but i always knew it was reg.
i softly closed the door behind me as sirius sat down on then toilet and huffed.
"remember 5th year? we were in the potters bathroom and i got my ear pierced." i laughed
"don't be such a wuss pads!" james laughed as he held sirius's hand. " be gentle with me rem! be gentle with your paddy!" i hit his shoulder playfully and picked up the needle "okay. stay still." sirius breath hitched as i raised the needle to his ear "3....2...1" i pressed the needle through his ear and he almost screamed, i put the earring through "you'll like it later, makes them sensitive. more then they already are.." i whispered in his ear
"yeah..yeah we were fun." i had finished cleaning his hand by now and was sat next to him. he moved his hair aside and revealed a still pierced ear. "holy shit..." i reached up and touched it softly he smirked
"still sensitive...." he nodded. i bent down and flicked his ear with my tongue, his breath hitched
"moony. our godsons upstairs. no." i huffed and took his hand and lead him out of the bathroom and up stairs. harry wasn't in his room, so we went looking.
regulus.
sirius smiled softly. and looked at me.
sirius said, giving harry a scare.
"died trying to defeat voldemort. i see you in him harry, i'm just glad you were raised on the right side." harry looks down "i shouldn't have looked. sorry." sirius looks at me dropping my hand and walks to harry
"no...no it's okay. you should know him. he would have been your favorite. i can just see you two talking about quitditch." sirius softly laughed at his own words and smiled down at harry.
"okay! let's have tea,hm? you hungry? maybe we can go to a muggle restaurant!" i walked up behind sirius and picked up his hand "judging from the last time you cooked...i think restaurant." he winced as i traced the cut "you bastard" he laughed as he hit my arm playfully.
"okay, but there's a really nice looking restaurant down the street, wanna go?"
sirius said looking at us, i looked at harry, then back at him "yeah.sounds nice"

"okay harry, help me with this, what do i get?" sirius said. i held his hand a little tighter "siri, let me order for you." he looked at me and smiled. harry went back to reading his menu. soon a waiter came "what can i get for you guys?" harry looked up "give a second-"
"'no no, harry it's okay, just go first." he nodded
"i'll have a steak, well done." he smiled and handed the menu to the waiter. he made small talk as sirius and i fight over what to get "so where are your parents kid?" the waiter asked, sounding slightly concerned. sirius stopped talking instantly and looked up
"dead. he lives with his godfathers." sirius reached up and grabbed my face kissing me softly before pulling away. "i'll have the alfredo, he'll take the steak, medium rare." i looked at sirius with shock, and to harry who was smiling brightly. the waiter wrote down the order and walked away without a word.
"i wanna talk to you two about something.." harry said looking down at his lap
"when i found remus, i was leaving the prefect bathroom...and i wanna come clean..."
"harry you can tell us anything." sirius said
"i was with cedric."
"ten galleons, my sweet moony." sirius said. i snorted "harry it's okay."