Wolfstar oneshots :)

Miss you already.

A/N: I'm making a comic strip from the summer of 1977 (add) when Remus and Sirius are on the beach smoking and it took me half an hour to draw a cig box. I'll show it when I'm done

I tried to sit up but my shoulder was pushed back down "shit..shit..rem lay back down" I wasn't thinking as Sirius healed my wounds and he whispered "I love you. I love you..fuck.I gotta go" And quickly got up rushing out. It took me a while but I made it back to the castle and went to the dorm to find Sirius, we always cuddle after full moons but he wasn't there. James was, he was crying "what's wrong?"
"I'm so sorry Remus. I stopped him in time but I was too late and Sirius had already gone I don't know where he is and I can't understand why he did it and I just-"
"James! Slow down! What happened" James wiped his tears and stood up, "Sirius told snape, he told Snape how to get into the whomping willow" I froze.
"No-no I just saw him. He told me he loves me and that he needed to go"
James started crying even more "I'm sorry Remus. Just get some rest. I'll try to find him." I layed down and let tears roll down my face as I buried my head deeper into my pillow.
Why would he do that?it has to be something. He wouldn't do that, not by choice.
I slowly got up and looked around, Sirius wand was on his bed and his notebook. I walked over to his bed and opened to the most recent page
It was long and scribbled with year stains all over the page
I'm so sorry moony. I promise you. And you know I don't make promises. I couldn't say no, and I know that's not an excuse and that it's just as bad and that I should have never done it but I didn't have a choice. I was at the kitchens getting chocolate for after the full and snape came up to me, he said that if I showed him how to get into the whomping willow he wouldn't tell my parents about this, about us. And I know that if they found out it would be the end of us, not our relationship, our lives. I'm so sorry moony. I love you so much- you don't even know. I will miss you. I've gone now,
You won't find me, muggle London is too big for you to explore all of it. I'm so sorry. I love you.
I was crying too, adding more tear stains to the already wavy drying paper. I jumped up and quickly apparated to London and went to the one place I knew he would be
Ink witch. It's his favorite tattoo shop, he loves it. His ex is the owner and they're still close so he goes there a lot.
I held my breath as I opened the door and walked to the front desk where I was greeted by Alex, his ex with a very nice hello
"Cut the shit where is he."
Alex's smile dropped "I'm sorry bro. He doesn't wanna talk right now, he's really upset. He's staying with my guy right now, just upstairs but I can't let you."
I started to tap my foot "please Alex, I need to see him. He thinks I'm mad but I'm not. And he's gonna do something stupid if I'm not there and I just- I need to see him." Alex sighed and went up the stairs "give me a sec"
I sat down on the chairs and tried to steady my breathing while looking down at my feet when I pair of shoes came into my sight. Sirius shoes. I jumped up and hugged him
"Fuck sirus don't ever do that again. I was so scared"
"You're not mad?" I kissed his forehead
"No. I'm not mad. I'm a little worried, maybe but I'm not mad at you."
Sirius started to cry and wrap his arms around me "no no...don't cry..it's okay. I love you. Come on, can we get home? James is worried sick." Sirius smiled and laughed "of course he is. Lovable twat." I held Sirius' face and kissed him full on the lips biting down on his lip softly and snapping it back into place "I love you. And I never want to lose you again, okay?" Sirius nodded and took Remus' hand in his and left the shop, they quickly made their way around back and aparted back to Hogwarts.
guides Sirius back to the dorms and gave him a sleeping potion and sat next to James
"You shouldn't forgive him, Remus."
"Snape threatened him, and I love him. I can't just leave him. We've been through so much and I don't want to make everything more hard on him"
James was crying now and so was I. I just wanted everything to go back to normal,
"I don't care about snape, or about what Sirius did. I want to lay down with him and pretend nothing exists besides for us, besides for pleasure. I want to sit with him and brush his hair and do whatever the fuck because I can! And because we're going to wear next year and then it's gonna be the end. And I'm choosing to spend my time with him."
James Sighed and shut his curtains "we can talk tomorrow"
I shuffled my way over to sirus and lay down next to him and slipped my arm under him kissing his forehead softly and
Brushed his hair out of his face
"I love you"
Sirius snuggled closer to me and flipped around kissing me softly before burying his head in my chest
-next morning-
"Remus...Remus wakes up" Sirius pushed my chest away and leaned up placing a kiss on my forehead
"I need to talk to James. Just stay here" I nodded still half asleep and buried myself deeper into my pillows but as he got up I quickly snaked my arm around his waist and pulled him towards me "don't leave yet. It's cold." And in response, Sirius bent down and placed a kiss on my shoulder "I have to. I'll be back before you miss me"

Oh but I miss you already.