Wolfstar oneshots :)

The map never lies

Why was everything so hard. Why was simply existing stressfull, I couldn't have one second to just breath to just-
Breath.

Sirius black escaped from Azkaban and is currently roaming the grounds of Hogwarts. As Remus sat at his desk watching Peter pettigrew walk the halls of hogwarts suddenly everything clicked

The map never lies

-time skip-
Remus guided Sirius to the bathroom and sat him down on the toilet as he waited for the bath to fill up. He slowly sat Sirius down in the water, softly washing his hair and brushing it out. "Come one, let's get you to bed." Sirius was barely functioning, he was just out a Azkaban and hadn't had any affection since, well when he was 21. It's been 12 years since Sirius had seen Remus, touched him.
Remus layed down and held the blanket up for Sirius to crawl in,but he hesitated. "Sirius it's just me,It's moony, hm, this is your apartment too" Sirius came to his sense and layed down allowing himself to be pulled into Remus' side. Slowly drifting to sleep with only one thought on his mind
Is harry okay right now?

-time skip, one year,Remus is fighting with harry, Grimauld place-
"Why didn't you tell me!" Remus was by the fire place smoking a cigarette trying to block out his godsons screams "why didn't you tell me you are married to him!"
But suddenly he snapped and he couldn't hold it back anymore "because harry! Because I thought he had killed my best friend! My only family! and the only person I could turn to! The only one told me I was ' three days drunken on sin' and then she died! Everyone died! And for weeks I woke up thinking, with That little bit hope that it was all a dream and that I would wake up to Sirius next to me, and that lily would come over and that Sirius would give you that mini broom that he blew all his money on but it never did. It never fucking did. So no, I'm sorry I didn't tell you that your godfather, that my husband who I tried so deeply to ignore, killed your parents. I'm sorry" harry didn't say anything and seemingly went mute "I'm gonna- I'm gonna..I think I'm gonna stay with Ron for the night" Remus stubbed out his cigarette and fell onto the couch suddenly feeling heavy. Out of the corner of his eye he could see Sirius standing at the table his knuckles turning white. Remus walked over and wrapped his arm around Sirius but he pushed him away " why is he like this. Why does he push on everything. He is too much like his father." Sirius sighed and fell into Remus arms "he's gonna come around, he's 14,he just lost his friend, Voldemort is back. He's just scared"
"I know. I know. I just don't think I'm gonna be around for much longer and- and I want to be around for as long as I can."
Remus nodded and rubbed his back but harry walked back in
"I'm sorry. I don't want to run from you guys. I can't loose someone else right now" Sirius opened his arms for harry to crawl into which he gladly did. "I miss cedric. He was so nice. I liked cedric, I had a crush on him. I was gonna tell him after the tournament. We had hooked up a few times,nothing special, but we really needed it, reliving stress. and- and right before we found the cup i decided 'fuck it' and I told him. And for a few minutes we just sorta sat together and he held me,we held each other. And he told me that we would be okay,whispering sweet nonsense,little things, like 'it's okay baby. It's just scary' or some other bullshit. sharing kisses because deep down I think we both new something was off.it was perfect But it couldn't be like that forever." Sirius glanced to remus before speaking "oh, oh harry, I'm so sorry harry, I'm so so sorry. "
"It's okay. I knew it wasn't going to end well. Nothing ends well for me, does it."
Sirius held harry a little tighter and this time remus spoke "I promise you harry, we aren't leaving. No matter what happens, okay? I don't care what happens Sirius is not leaving this house and neither am I, because you need us."
Had nodded and leaned into them, because maybe, just maybe. They weren't going to be the ones To leave.
-time skip-
It was later that night and harry was fast asleep on the couch, Remus and Sirius were sitting in bed "did you know harry liked cedric?" Remus glanced to Sirius and shut his book motioning for him to come closer, Sirius gladly layed down next to him "I knew he likes guys, it was obvious, and I kept in contact with him fourth year, and he would mention him a lot, in passing. There was also some 5th year he liked, they would study together. " Sirius nodded and burried himself deeper into Remus side with a soft smile. Remus brushed the hair from his face and kissed his forehead. Suddenly Sirius sat up "wait. Every time harry falls asleep around me I kiss him goodnight- I have to" Remus didn't even bat an eye and got up with Sirius to walk to the living room. Sirius looked down at harry with a smile
And kissed his forehead careful not to wake him. They slowly made theyre way back to the bedroom where they both would fall asleep for the night.
-next morning-
Sirius had woken up harry and gave him some tea before Sitting down with him. Sirius never thought that he would do this-because in no means had he ever intended for any of this to happen "harry. I know you were upset to loose cedric and I was wondering if...you would be willing to use a resurrection stone to see him. I won't let you contact your parents through one but cedric...I can let happen." Harry beamed "I would love to- I need to see him again- I need to talk to him" hugged harry tightly "you're not supposed to have this, neither am I. I can rent you a room at leaky cauldron, so you can be alone" harry agreed and they quickly went over and rented a room. They sat on the bed staring at the rock "you know how to use it,right?" Harry nodded and could feel his heart quicken "okay. You can go" Sirius gave him one last hug "I'll be right down stairs" Harry nodded
He flipped the stone three times and glanced up. Cedric was standing at the door with a smile "hey baby" I stood up and walked to him "I'm sorry I left you harry." I felt a tear stream down my face "it's okay, it's okay." Cedric shifted on his feet "you are so brave harry. I'll be here, always. Even if you don't know it,okay?" Harry nodded and took a step forward so he was inches from cedrics face "i wish i could kiss you."
-time skip, two years, harry is with Sirius and Remus at grimauld place-
"Truth or dare, harry" harry looked up from his paper "truth" Remus thought for a moment "weirdest thing you've done"
"Had sex with a ghost. Eh it was barely sex, can't touch each other" Remus choked on his tea and Sirius didn't bat a eye "what?"
"Well ghosts can still feel things, if they touch themself."