Wolfstar oneshots :)

YOUVE BEEN FUCKING MY BROTHER???

-in this we pretend lily dosnt exist-

Remus pov
Potions is so fucking boring. I mean what the fuck. Yeah sorry I'm gonna need to know how to brew a potion to make my hair straight and curly depending on the amount Phoenix feathers i put in. I huff and look around the classroom snickering at snape but my eyes quickly fall on someone else. Sirius. He was twisting his hair around his finger whispering to some girl next to him, he placed his hand on her thigh and suddenly I needed to get out "professor? Can i go to the bathroom?" He nodded and i quickly got up but I didn't make it to the bathroom before I turned the corner and punched a wall and falling down sitting on my ankles.
I let the tears spill out of my eyes, I mean there was really no stopping it, so why bother trying.
I felt a arm snake around my waist "Sirius stop" I pushed him away and buried my head farther into my hands, he tried to pull my hands away from my face "i said stop. I can't anymore. I can't be a dirty secret. I don't want our relationship to be hidden under the covers, away from everyone else like it's gonna kill." Sirius didn't stop "you don't mean that Remus. Come on." I pulled away again "I'm really done this time." Sirius stopped and wrapped his arm around my neck "no remmy...no..no I love you- we have something so special and I don't wanna loose you-" he grabbed at my hands and fumbled with them "then why is it so hard to tell people? Why can't you just say that you love me." He lifted my hand and healed the cuts letting go of it quickly "can we at least try to talk this out? Like real people do." I nodded and turned to him with a solem smile "I just don't want to be shunned away. I want to know that you understand, understand that time will pass but we will still be." Sirius didn't respond for a few minutes "I don't mean to keep you a secret, well of course I mean to but I don't have to. We can tell people. We can snog in the hallways, like real people do. And of course I understand. I'm never going to leave you"
I debated for a few seconds "class lets out in a minute. Kiss me. Right now." Sirius was taken back but quickly straddled my hips and pressed his lips to mine. We heard the halls start to fill up, I let my hands rest on his hips and guided his hips to softly grind down on me "what the fuck" James was standing in front of us with "yeah. We're dating." Sirius spoke calmly but my brain was short circuiting "how-how long" Sirius played with my hair with a fond smile before looking back to James "4 months."
"Okay. I'll be at the dorms though so no shagging" Sirius turned to me with a smile and grabbed my hand "like real people do." He reached up and placed his thumb on my lip slowly rubbing it "I love you." I nodded. Suddenly the air was thick and i captured Sirius lips in mine and grabbing his hips and pulling them closer to me again "let's head to the dorms" Sirius quickly nodded and pulled me onto my feet my lips still attached to his as we made our way to the dorms.
I pulled the door open and pushed Sirius up against the wall resting my head against Sirius shoulder "James you have ten seconds to get out" he shut his book and left without a word as I dropped Sirius on the bed
-time skip-
I huffed and pulled the blanket over Sirius with a soft smile, he fell asleep almost immediately after. James soon walked in "sh..he's asleep." James sat on the end of my bed "I think reg told his mom" James glanced to me "no, don't worry about reg telling people." I glanced up confused "why...he's-he's so mean" James suddenly got defensive "no! He's not-he's just scared- he's not like that. He's-just forget it" James sighed and got up taking the map and cloak "where are you going mate?" He didn't even look back at me "don't worry about it." He sounded upset and mad. He slammed the door waking Sirius up he shot up in bed but relaxed "so you wanna take a shower?" Sirius nodded and got up walking to the shower, Sirius was walking slowly until I realized why. I wrapped my arm around his waist and leaned down "you hate when I pull out, you hate when it slips out" Sirius pulled away "you've never bottomed. Wouldn't get it" I nodded and kissed him softly. We made our way to the bathroom and stepped into the shower. It was the little moments like this I love the most. It was perfect, it all was. I don't think Sirius gets it, gets how much I love him. No one really sees what I see I don't think, they don't see the things I see and I know that for a fact. There's just some things that are just for me. No one really knows the little things,like how he can't sleep without brushing his hair. He's simply amazing
I rubbed Sirius' back and kissed his shoulders as he washed himself softly humming letting himself melt into my arms. "You're so pretty Siri." Sirius laughed "as if." I wrapped my arms
Around his waist and kissed his neck "no you're so pretty. So perfect." I moved my way down his neck leaving marks but Sirius stopped me "I don't feel like a round two. Too tired." I pulled away and left one peck on his lips "want me to read? I have a new book. I wanna take you too a muggle movie! There's this new movie out now! It's called dead poets society" (I know the timeline dosnt add up, this was around 1978 and dps came out 1989 but I love dps so.)
By this time we were out of the shower and laying on the bed. "Anything you want. I'm free tomorrow." I smiled and pulled him closer kissing his temple "i love you" he hummed and kissed my neck leaving small marks every few minutes. He pulled pack and layed down next to me rubbing circles on my chest. There was a knock on the door and Peter walked in covering his eyes "are you guys done?" Sirius scoffed "no Remus has his dick up my ass as we speak. YES WERE DONE." Pete went red and shuffled to his bed and drawer his curtains shut. James came back a little later and he was upset and looked like he had been crying "you good mate?" He collapsed on his bed and looked at Sirius and i "why can't everyone he just like you. Just like you. Fuck." A tear fell down his face. Sirius sat up and walked over to James and sat down next to him "sounds like you fancy me mate" he nudged James and he scoffed "I'd be better off fancying you" Sirius smiled and pulled him up "come on,snuggle with me and moony. You need it" James side eyed him but got up following Sirius to me. I opened my arms and let James and Sirius crawl into my lap. I read to them as I played with Sirius' hair. The was a knock on the door "come in" Sirius glanced to the door and saw reg, his hands were shaking and bloody and there were tear tracks down his face "reg what the fuck happened" Sirius ran over to him and pulled him into a hug reg let out a forced laugh "nothing, nothing I didn't do to myself. just wanted to see you" James seemed to curl tighter into my side so I looked down at him, he was staring at reg with a burning glare. I gave him a reassuring smile and it seemed to knock him out of his trance. "Come lay down with us" and that's when James broke. He got up before reg could even lay down and picked up the map rushing out of the room. Reg saw this and went after him "James! James please-" he was cut off by the door slamming Right before he could slip out "reg. What did you do" reg sighed and punched the wall again. Sirius pulled him back "no-reg no- come on" Sirius pulled him to his bed as reg cried into his shoulder "reg-reg you need to tell me what you did" reg sighed and sat next to me "we-me and James- we've been hooking up. It's been a few months.
And it was going great, I mean the sex was great. We wouldn't talk after, nothing and we both started to catch feelings. And I told him and we got in a big fight. It's Done now though-so I just have to-have to let go." Sirius glanced to me and i Quickly stepped in "it's okay reg. It's okay. Just talk to him." Reg nodded and got up going to follow james.
-James pov-
I ran down the hall and into a empty classroom and slumped down softly crying and wrapping my arms around myself. Why do i have to fuck everything up.
I opened my eyes and saw reg "go away reg.nah you spoke your mind, told me what you thought."
"I told you I loved you. And that I wanted us to be more. And then you said 'you're not what I wanted.' And please take into consideration what you say next time because I've heard those words from my mother and-I snapped. I'm sorry."
Fuck-fuck i. Fuck. I reached for reg's hand but he pulled away "baby-baby I'm sorry"
"No I'm not your baby. You said I wasn't what you wanted so stick with that,it's what you think." I looked down and cried harder "James i am madly in love with you. But you don't feel the same way back,darling I would give my life to wake up and see your face, and smile and think "he's mine" but you don't want that, you want a wife, and a child, and you want everything we couldn't have." I let reg hug me as he rubbed my shoulder and kissed my neck "no reg I want you, I want a life with you. I don't care if I have a wife, or if I have kids. Yeah I love kids but we can get a surrogate, marelene or someone. We can do this." Reg searched my eyes for some sort of joke, prank. "Are you sure? I mean you're my brothers best friend or what if you regret it I mean I'm homeless-"
I kissed him to shut him up. He softened into the kiss as pulled away and laughed "I'm sure."he laughed and pulled me into a hug "come on, let's go back to the dorms" I pulled reg up and we quietly made our way to the dorms. I pulled open the doors and reg quickly yelped because Remus and Sirius were making out "my eyes! My virgin eyes" Sirius pulled away "but you just-"
"Shut up."
Sirius nodded and turned to me "everything good?" I nodded and smiled "okay now. YOURE FUCKUNG MY BROTHER?" I turned red and ran to him to explain "well yes but I didn't mean to! It just sorta happened. And I love him!" Sirius searched my face with crossed arms "fine but if you hurt him I will kill you." I nodded quickly and walked back over to reg and guided him to the bathroom "take a shower baby, I'll be out here" I kissed his cheek and handed him a towel, shirt, and boxers Before shooing him inside. I walked to my bed and fell back with a sigh "you okay mate?"
"Yeah. Yeah just a lot to take in"
Sirius nodded "i didn't know you liked blokes"
I let out a dry laugh "i didn't know I liked blokes."
"Well the black family does have that effect"
-time skip-
Reg walked out of the bathroom wearing my favorite band shirt and a pair of skin tight boxers his hair wet and dripping. Fuck he was hot. He climbed into bed next to me and i quickly drew the curtains shut and grabbed my wand casting a silencing charm and grabbed his hips
"No. No keep it on,I wanna see you squirm with that on"
-time skip-
I peeked out and Remus' curtains shut.
Hm. I guees they were in the mood too.