Anxiety

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anxiety!! I have serve anxiety so
Sirius will probably be a self insert sorta character in this one.

"Moony, come to bed. Please?" Remus finally came out of the bathroom in some pajamas and walked over to Sirius who was sitting on the edge of the bed legs crossed and chest hunched slightly, Remus quickly realized Sirius was starting to get anxious and stim so he layed down and wrapped his arms around Sirius waist, pulling him down and next to him, coaxing Sirius to lay straight, with his hand pressed on the shallow of his back causing it to pop in multiple places. Sirius sighed softly and snuggled closer to remus
"Bad day?"
Sirius nodded shortly
"Just loud, and snivelus kept saying mean stuff and the common room was really loud. Just over all shitty day"
Remus hummed still making small circles on Sirius hip
"Did you take your meds?"
Sirius shifted again "didn't help."
"Do you want a shower?
Sirius nodded into Remus chest "James is taking one though" Remus kissed his temple "cover your ears" Sirius quickly did so
"JAMES GET THE FUCK OUT OF THE SHOWER SIRIUS WANTS ONE"
"GIVE ME A MINUTE"
Remus tapped Sirius shoulder "you can uncover them" Sirius took his hands away and rested them on his thighs rubbing them against his jeans
"I wanna take these off, can I take these off"
"Yeah,yeah of course"
Sirius quickly pulled off his pants rubbing his bare thighs "better?" Sirius sighed and smiled a little "y-yeah" Remus rubbed Sirius sides. Soon James came out of the bathroom and Sirius jumped up to get in the shower
"Good job dickhead. Fucking 30 minutes in the shower you made the poor kid so anxious" James frowned at Remus "sorry mate."
Remus tutted and followed Sirius into the bathroom, who was already in the shower hunched over. Remus slipped in behind him and rubbed his back, pulling him straight again "you're gonna hurt your back like that babe" Sirius mumbled an apology and turned around smiling up at Remus "I love you." Remus smiled back quickly "I love you too"
"You're beautiful" Sirius hummed in response wrapping his arms around Remus hips, swaying slightly.
"Feeling better?" Sirius nodded, slightly unsure of his answer, still shakey. Remus hummed understanding fully how he was feeling. Just a little on edge, a little sickly.
"Want to read a book?"
Sirius shook his head and leaned forward to kiss Remus
"Just wanna be with you."

An: this ones short but I wanted to get it out since I haven't updated in a few days lmao

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