Wolfstar oneshots :)

Touch.

Sirius never liked touching. He never really showed affection towards his friends, and every time he did it was little,maybe a pat on the shoulder but nothing more then that. And when Sirius and Remus started dating he couldn't muster up the courage to even hold his hand. After a few weeks sometimes Sirius would hold his hand only if he was feeling confident or maybe even if he was feeling upset.
James had detention and Peter was out with some hufflepuff, Sirius was at his desk drawing and Remus on his bed reading and listing to the sound Sirius' pencil
Scraping on paper when it suddenly stopped and a whisper came from the same direction "Remus...."
Remus glanced up from his book and too Sirius
"Can i kiss you."
Remus put down his book "y-yeah" Sirius stood up and sat down next to remus keeping atleast 6inches in between them and Sirius leaned in and kissed him, just a peck. Sirius pulled away with a thick blush on his face and he looked down and smiled and looked back up "I liked that" Remus nodded and laughed "yeah, yeah me too."
"I'm sorry. I'm sorry that we can't touch."
Remus sighed "it's okay. You're trying"
"Can we try something?"
"Yeah, yeah anything."
Sirius smiled and took a deep breath "Small touches, okay, but i touch you first, and you repeat my touch, okay?" Remus nodded and smiled. Sirius placed his hand on the back of Remus neck and Remus reached up and placed a hand on Sirius' neck,Sirius took a steady deep breath and removed his hand,placing it on his shoulder, Remus did the same.
Sirius placed a hand on Remus waist and drew in his breath and holding it remus placed a hand on his waist but didn't pull away and instead rubbed his thumb on his waist
"Breath. It's okay."
Sirius let out a watery breath and instead of dropping his hand he jumped up and threw his arm around remus shoulder and let out a sob. Remus froze but quickly wrapped his arms around Sirius and rubbed his sides "it's okay..you're okay" Sirius clung to Remus like a lifeline "i love you,Remus, oh my god I can touch you."
Sirius pulled away and fell back onto Remus bed
"I never thought I would be able to do that. I thought I would be like this forever.
When I was 9 my mother told me touch no was supposed to Hurt. You don't hurt"
Remus smiled at him "I'm never going to hurt you. Can i touch you?" Sirius nodded and Remus lent forward and placed a kiss on his neck and rubbed his arms taking in a deep breath.
"Kiss me again" Remus obliged and kissed Sirius neck again, he glanced up at Sirius and did it again, but biting down this time, earning a whine,but quickly stopped when he saw a tear roll down Sirius cheek , he pulled away "hey, hey it's okay"
"No, no good tears. I love you. I'm happy you can touch me. You can touch me and I like it."
Sirius crawled on top of Remus and he quickly fell asleep
-time skip-
Sirius woke up and crawled off of Remus and decided to go to library and the kitchens to pick up some chocolate for Remus.
Sirius was about open the door and walk in but
Then there was a voice "look who it is" Sirius turned around "just go away, snape."
"Let's fight like real men,this time. Look at me" snapes voice grew louder at the end
"The thing about that is that you will never be a man. you are boy. A tiny little boy. Go fuck yourself" snape sent a push at Sirius shoulders and Sirius fell back hitting his head on the the window sill. Snape sent another punch to his face making his nose bleed.
"Go away, snape"
Snape disappeared around the corner just as Sirius' breathing started to shallow and his hands started to shake. He tried to get up but fell down dizzy.
"Sirius?" It was lily. He didn't respond and lily quickly realized what was happening and levitated him to the nurses office explaining what happened. Lily quickly left to get Remus and quickly guided him to the nurses office and opened the door. Sirius was on the bed breathing heavily but as soon as he saw Remus he jumped up and wrapped his arms around him
"Hold me.Please please hold me"
Remus carried him to the bed and and sat him down on Remus lap and stroked his hair "it's okay. You're okay baby" lily quickly left leaving them alone
"He punched me. I think I have a concussion." Remus kissed his head "did you hit your head?" Sirius nodded and burried his head deeper in Remus shoulder
"Can you look at me for a second?" Sirus raised his head and Remus brought his hand to the back of his head Sirius winced as he hit a sensitive spot,Remus leaned down and kissed his forehead "il have to get a potion for that" Sirius nodded and layed his head back down and kissed Remus neck. Madam pomfry came in and asked if there was anything they needed "just a blanket and and potion for a concussion, and maybe a sleeping potion too" Sirius sent a whine of protest but nothing more. As madam pomfry came back remus sat Sirius up. Remus poured the liquid down this throat steeling a quick kiss in between. Remus layed Sirius back down and placed kisses on his shoulders "do you wanna go back to the dorms?" Sirius nodded and Remus picked him up and carried him back.
James and Peter were sitting on there beds and Remus shot them a "don't mention it, I'll tell you later" look as he layed Sirius down and whispered "I'm
Gonna be right here okay,just go to sleep." Remus kissed his forehead and
Sirius quickly fell asleep. he turned to James explaining the whole story
"Wow. He loves you, dosnt he"
"Yeah. Yeah I think he does."