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Remus shuffled down the stairs and stopped in his tracks when he saw Sirius sitting on the couch"Sirius?" He whispered. Sirius quickly wiped his eyes with his sleeves "Hiya moony"
Remus quickly walked forward smelling the alcohol on Sirius breath and the stench of cigarettes
"Oh Sirius" Remus sat down next to him and wrapped his arm around him
"Those letters are worthless, Siri. They mean nothing" Remus picked them up and stuffed them in his jacket "Sirius you're worth more then that" Remus softly rubbed his side and pulled him closer deciding to run his hand through his hair "you are amazing. You are Sirius mother fucking black, and those letters mean jack shit." Sirius nodded against Remus
"I worry about reg, that's it" Remus nodded and pushed Sirius hair out of the way to see his face
"You're gonna be okay." And that set something off I'm Sirius. Suddenly Sirius leaned up and kissed Remus, who kissed back.
Sirius wrapped his arms around remus neck and Remus grabbed Sirius hips. And his head was spinning
Validation. He wants validation. So do this this, he's just drunk and wants validation, he wants to feel okay. That's all. Remus shifted to have Sirius on his lap and Sirius ground down. Remus slipped his hand into Sirius pants but suddenly Sirius pulled away "i-i gotta go" Remus went to say something but Sirius was out the common room
"Fuck"
-next morning-
Sirius was throwing up in the bathroom and James was out of sight, Remus got Sirius some water and held his hair, after a few minutes Sirius lent into Remus arm but quickly muttered "you need to go." Remus sighed and got up handing Sirius a water and leaving "im sorry, Sirius" he didn't respond so Remus left and shut the door. Remus thought for a minute before going to the library and sitting in the far corner
"Hey Remus" lily sat down next to him but quickly saw he was upset and put her hand on his arm "what's wrong?"
Remus brought a sharp breath in "Sirius kissed me last night, then ran away, he was so drunk. He won't talk to me now. And not just a kiss like he was grinding and-"
"Don't need to hear that part. And I'm sorry Remus, he was probably just drunk and is now embarrassed" lily gave a weak smile and Remus looked down
"I know.I just really like him"
Lily rubbed my arm "I know. You'll get over him. And you'll find a nice person to settle down with. And he'll realize he fucked up" Remus laughed a little
"Thank you Lils. I gotta go"
Remus got up and hurried back to the dorms and he couldn't find Sirius. Sirius was till by the toilet "holy shit pads you must be sick" Sirius pushed Remus away "no, Remus. It's nerves. I was barely drunk, I remember everything." Sirius' voice was barely a whisper
"And it's even worse because I liked it. God I loved it. But I have Marlene waiting, this goddamn beautiful girl just down the hall. But there's you. Fuck I want you." Sirius was whispering so quietly now it was almost inaudible but Remus heard. He heard every word
"Sirius..."
"No just let me talk"
"I rember your hands om my hips and I loved it. Every second of it. And Marlene was right up the hall I could have just gone to her but I didn't want to. I wanted you. I want you. And it's so confusing and even worse because you're moony, you're our moony. And I'm gonna ruin it. You'll tell James, and he'll tell Peter and then it's all to shit. Then reg then my mother. Fuck my mother, shes gonna kill me. Oh my god Remus. I've ruined my life for a hand Job"
Remus sat down next to Sirius "you haven't ruined anything."
Sirius looked up with tears still in his eyes
"Made it a little better, actually" and Remus slipped his hand into Sirius' and smiled
"James is going to love us together. And lily will too. Reg won't tell and I know that for a fact, caught him and James snogging fourth year. We can be okay if we choose to. Don't let everyone get to you, you are amazing, Sirius."
Sirius smiled back at him and kissed him, softly this time.
"I think I love you."
Remus lifted his hand to Sirius' cheek and stroked it softly
"I love you too."
Sirius leaned but and pecked Remus lips softly then again. But Remus swerved him
"Your breath smells." Sirius laughed a little and reached behind Remus to get the mouth wash quickly swishing and spitting it out in the toilet leaning in for another kiss
"Better?" Remus hummed "much"
Remus heart was beating so fast it was insane
"Remus you're heart might beat out of your chest. Just relax, I got you." Sirius leaned up and kissed him one more time before leaning down to Remus neck and Sirius tugged at Remus shoulders "let's get this back to a bed. Hm? Breath babe"

Afterwards Remus lay stunned as Sirius made no move to leave his side still coaxing him down from his high which seemed to consume his whole body
"Jesus fucking christ you are good." His voice was breathy and a laugh came from next to him as Sirius wiped drying spunk from his sides "you didn't finish"
"Yeah it's okay rem, I'll get myself later" and Remus was too tired to function but he needed to push through so he rolled over and connect his lips with Sirius' and snaked a hand between them.
Remus cleaned Sirius now and pulled a blanket over them. And now they both lay breathless and stunned as they wrapped their head around the concept like it was so forgotten they couldn't remember it now.
"James is gonna be back soon" Sirius nodded
"Don't run away, Remus. I want a relationship with you"
"I'm not going anyone Siri. I'm gonna be here."
And Sirius would hold onto those words, forever.