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Remus tapped his ring on his glass, really it would have been annoying if anyone going here it over the bloody music or the singing or the talking or the. Shit it was too loud and soon Remus' breathing would shallow and he would be far too gone to be calmed down so he headed for the dorms.
Remus quickly locked himself in to avoid any confrontation. He huffed falling back onto his bed and reaching under the pillow, pulling out a old Altoids container and opening it,and taking out a blunt, snapping his fingers and lighting it. Inhaling slowly and then ghosting. He finally felt as though he might relax when there was a knock on the door
Reluctantly he opened the door to be met with a seemingly sober, although pissed Sirius. "Can you believe her! I spent days pinning and this entire party sober for her to tell me she's non interested!" Remus sighed and handed Sirius the blunt who gladly took a long drag then handed it back to Remus "I'm done with women."
"You say that and then there's a girl in your bed the next morning" Sirius laughed "hey I'm not that bad" Remus smiled at him then laughed "you are such a posh boy" Sirius almost glared "I am not!" Remus nudged him with his shoulder "mhm. Sure" Sirius snatched back the blunt and turned to remus "why can't I find someone like you. You're perfect" Remus had to fight back a laugh "I would not be a good partner.I'd be so worried about my health problems I wouldn't notice if someone died" Sirius smiled "no I think you'd be amazing. I mean look at how you care about us. You act like we're you're savior" and that threw Remus off a little bit he tried to to show it
"Not really sure, I guees I just really like you guys.Like my family." Sirius smiled "you're pretty cool, too." And in Remus' head the only coherent thought was
Do it. Kiss him.
But he couldn't he just couldn't lean in
"Kiss me" Sirius inhaled smoke then turned "what?" So Remus repeated, this time with more confidence "you said you're done with girls. You said you want someone like me. Kiss me" Sirius took a second, maybe to think, Before turning to Remus and kissing him full on the mouth,letting his arm drape around Remus' shoulder,deeping the kiss and effectively pulling Remus closer to him, but Sirius pulled away with a wicked smirk on his face, raising the blunt to his lips and taking a long drag, all while keeping eye contact, to only lean foward and and grab Remus jaw, blowing smoke into his mouth. Remus had to fight back a moan at that, Sirius could tell "moan for me." Remus' thighs quivered underneath him and Sirius leaned foward
"Come on...come let it out for me, I'll be good." And Remus couldn't help but let out a breathy moan and Sirius smiled triumphantly leaned foward and connecting his lips with Remus neck all while mumbling, but Remus was getting bored now so he took Sirius by the hips and flipped them around so Sirius was on the bottom and now it was Sirius turn to moan and Remus had to bite his tounge to keep quite now "look at you.. so needy.
All of this for me" Sirius nodded eagerly and leaned forward, trying to kiss Remus but Remus was just out of reach
"Please..." and Remus laughed. Laughed at this beautiful, god like person sprawled out under him, all for him.
But suddenly it hit him
"What am I doing. What the fuck am I doing."
"You're about to fuck me until I can't see straight"
"No I mean what the fuck am I doing. You're my best friend- fuck i mean I've known you since I was 10" Sirius sat up and rubbed Remus shoulder "it's okay, either way. If you don't wanna keep going it's okay, or if you want to. Remus I love you like more then a friend. I was just scared to say anything, but if you're not comfortable with this we can stop." Remus turned to Sirius and couldn't help
But smile and lean in to kiss Sirius "I want to. I want to"
-time skip-
As they both lay out of breath and dazed

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