Wolfstar oneshots :)

Young and in love.

Remus sighed softly and picked up the quill from his desk, he looked at the rows of book and saw a poem book. And his felt a pang in his chest before looking down at his parchment and starting to write.
Dear sirius black.
I have no intent for you to see or read this letter. It's been twelve years and I still miss you deeply, the feeling that you were wronged has never gone away, and darling I know it wasn't you. It has been twelve years and I've never seen another man, there's no point when my heart will always belong to you, to you, the crazed murderer. I will see you again, in another life , and I will finally be put to rest when I know that it wasn't you. It's so hard to think you would do such a terrible thing.
I remember when we were 17 and went to New York,Vermont and maine. Those bloody satin sheets. It was your first time and you did so good. I hope to be burried deep inside you like that again one day.
I still have those photos. I keep them in my bed side table. We were so good, so innocent. You always smelled of cigarettes and lavender. I miss that smell. I miss your eyes, they always lit up when you smiled. God your smile. I'll see you again my love.
And as your so much loved poet
Nobody is asleep.
The creatures of the moon sniff and prowl about their cabins,
and the man who rushes out with his broke spirit will meet on the street corner
the unbelievable alligator quiet beneath the tender protest of the stars.

I buy one of his books weekly for when you come back. I still keep a glass of water at your bedside table because I know when your upset you get thirsty. I love you so much.

Remus set down his quill and wiped his tears, it was late and it was the full moon. He was so tired and could barely get to the shack, but then he heard voices. Harry. Remus ran up the stairs to a sight to see, harry with his wand to Sirius throat.
"EXPELIARMUS!" Harry got up and as soon he he did so remus pulled Sirius into a tight hug "i miss you so much." He whispered against his shoulder, after screams and tears Remus turned to see Sirius sitting on the bed scratching at his arm. Remus stopped everything and swiftly walked over wrapped his arm around Sirius' waist and whispering "it's okay. He's just confused, he's gonna love you." Remus stood up again and walked over to harry "Sirius wasn't the one who betrayed your parents, it was Peter pettigrew, he sold them to Voldemort."
Crookshanks jumped off the bed and scampered to Sirius purring.
After more deliberate talks and many strained screams everyone got up and left. Remus stayed behind to transform while harry took Sirius back to hogwarts with the instructions to stay with him Remus' office until he came back
Harry made Sirius and cup of tea and sat down at a desk "so how long have you known my parents and Remus?" Sirius looked down at his feet "since i was 11,wasnt friends with your mum until 5th year when they started dating." Harry nodded
"Are you and Remus dating?" Harry could see Sirius physically tense at this
"Yeah-yeah we were atleast. It's been a while of course. I'll have to have a talk with him tomorrow." Harry nodded and sipped his tea "want a shower? I can give you the password to the prefects bathroom." Sirius looked up "yeah, might have tell me how to work it though, it's been a while." Harry nodded and got up as they left, Sirius turned into his animagus form and followed him.
As they entered Sirius turned back and looked around "haven't been here in...so long." Harry laughed "i come here every Friday."
"You're a prefect?" Harry turned a shade of crimson that Sirius new all too well
"No..cedric diggory is..." sirius's face lit up and he ran towards harry "tell me about this cedric! Is he cute? Does he have nice eyes? Nice hair?" Harry blushed even harder "he's a Fifth year, he's really nice, he's a hufflepuff, met him at practice, he's a seeker too.and yes he has nice hair." Sirius was beaming "I'm so happy for your harry" harry just laughed "well, I'll leave you to it. Soaps this knob and waters this one" harry smiled and left heading back to remus' office to wait
-time skip-
Sirius walked back into the room with a towel on his waist as he brushed his hair
"Remus keeps extra sweaters in his office, he gives them to me when I'm sad" harry walked over to his desks and flipped over the parchment that lay on the desk, he knew what it was.
He picked up some sweats and a sweater and gave them to Sirius before sitting down on at remus desks and taking a book off the shelf, a poem book to be exact
"Remus bought that for me when we went to maine,come here" I handed Sirius the book and sat down next to him by the wall

"To find a kiss of yours
what would I give
A kiss that strayed from your lips
dead love.
My lips taste
Of the dirty shadows
To gaze at your dark eyes
what would I give
fanning open before you like a God"
Sirius looked at me with a smile
"Fredrico Garcia Lorca. Okay time for bed, it's late." Harry nodded and got up taking the blanket from the back of the desk chair and laying it on top of both of them.
-time skip-
Remus walked in to something that would make him smile to no end.
"Sirius, harry, wake up." They both groaned but opened there eye nonetheless "how was the full moon?" Sirius got up and went to remus and softly inspected his face "I'm fine, no new scars"
Sirius sighed happily and hugged remus again "you took a shower." "Mhm, prefects bathroom" remus look up curiously "how'd you get the password?"
"Harry has a boyfriend! But that's a different topic." Remus nodded and kissed the top of Sirius head again, harry still wasn't awake so remus went over to him "harry wake up" he opened one eye but closed them again "harry you need to get up" harry finally woke up "so. I'll leave you two alone. It's Friday? What time?" Remus looked at the clock "it's 1:15"
"SHIT! I'm late! Ceds gonna be pissed!" He ran out without another word
"Cedric diggory is his boyfriend? He's far too old-"
"Shush. Let harry have his fun. He's a kid,let him fuck whoever he wants "
Remus tutted but leaned down and kissed Sirius forehead
" missed you. So much. It was so hard. Nothing felt real without you." Sirius just hugged Remus tighter
"But I'm here now baby. And we can be a proper family." Remus didn't say anything just rubbed soft circles on Sirius back.
"You're here now, and I'm not gonna loose you again. I can't. And i don't want to. You mean the world to me" Sirius shifted on his feet before saying "I'm not Gonna leave again."
Sirius went over to Remus desk and picked up the paper and read it. A stray tear fell from his eye and he turned to Remus' bookshelf. It was covered in poem books, and he almost cried on the spot.
"Re-Remus i- You really bought them?"
Remus walked over and kissed his neck softly "I read them too. Right before I go to bed. Then I put your water out, keep your lamp on then go to bed." Sirius was so in love, so whipped. Sirius simply reached up and kissed him, and that felt like nothing he had ever done Before. It was amazing.
"I missed your lips." Remus murmured against Sirius' forehead with a smile.
-time skip-
Remus woke up to see Sirius in dog form curled up in a ball on his chest "mhm." Remus tried to wake up the sleeping dog but Sirius was simply exhausted "wake up" finally Sirius turned back into himself and wrapped his arm around my waist.

"I missed us like this. Young and in love. So oblivious to the world around us."