Wolfstar oneshots :)

Not part of the plan.

Modern au
Mild smut, not the point of the oneshot tho yk

"Come back to mine, hm?" It was late and Remus was in fact tired and Sirius was his best friend and he hadn't payed his water bill and didn't feel like going to work without a shower. "Fine,but promise not to pamper me with pity money?" Sirius smiled and straighten up, offering his pinky "i promise."

Sirius Apartment was dull. The lighting in his house was always so dim you felt as though you were being seduced as soon as you stepped into the small living room.
The kitchen looked overly expensive with wine glasses hanging and the tap with one too many knobs. "Anything to drink, rem?" Remus called back from the kitchen "just water"
They were silent for a while, and Remus had thus look on his face. As if he was waiting to be hurt, and the realization that Sirius almost always saw him like that made him want to take him into his arms and never let go.
"I should really get to the shower" and Sirius almost gave up, almost just let him go, but the pure wanting was too much.
"Just stay for a minute, please?" Remus wasn't looking at him now
"Stop pads, I can't. Okay?"
Sirius moved closer, and slid his hand uo remsu side, to his neck and watched as Remus resolve began to flicker as he leant into his touch ever so slightly, tangling his hand into the curls at the base of Remus neck, tugging softly earning a whimper. Shuffling closer Sirius whispered "come on remus, you can do it. Can't you? Like a knack" Remus' breathing was shallow now and his heart rate was rising. And Remus kissed him, full on the mouth, needy and wanting for more. They pulled apart and Remus rested his head on Remus shoulder, pecking at his neck, rubbing slow circles on his thigh "come on pup, I won't touch you without consent" Remus nodded his head "t-touch me" and Sirius slid his hand up and palmed Remus "oh so good for me, so good for me remus."
And they kept going, Sirius kept his praises to a max and Remus, his whimpers to a min.
It was over quickly and they cleaned up. Remus headed for the showers and Sirius for the bed. He gathered some clothes for Remus, and left them in the bathroom for Remus. Sirius was almost asleep when Remus got back and climbed in the bed, it was past 2am and they were both beyond exhausted.

Waking up with Remus by his side was so so good, so beautiful and sweet. Like sucking honey with tea you just could never get enough. He rolled to his side and just took in the sight. The windows were open so the fresh air filled the tiny apartment, and Remus skin looked so soft and golden with the way the sun hit his skin. He looked so beautiful, it was a futile attempt to stay away.
He slipped out of bed and into the kitchen putting on the kettle and dropping in a piece of toast before scurrying back to bed and slipping back knot the comfort of Remus arms to continue to stare as brazingly as he liked.
"How long are you going to stare?" Remus opened one eye and a smile tugged at his lips "really though pads, I have to go soon" Sirius sighed and shifted "just stay a little while, I made toast" but Remus was up and dressed "I'm sorry, I have to open the store"
"Um, just tea then, please Remus-"
Remus was at the door and opening it "oh almost forgot, these are yours then, pup?" And pulled a pair of black panties out from his pocket, and dropped them onto the plate, spilling the scolding hot tea all over Sirius hand and slamming the door behind him.
Now what the fuck were these? The burn on his hand was nothing compared to the sheer confusion running through his mind. A black pare of silk lace panties? I mean who wore this cheap crap. He spent the rest of the day completely sifting through his mind on who's these could have been. He hadn't been with a women, ever and let alone one who wore cheap crap like this, and if it were a man he would have loved to take them off himself and would have been sober enough to remember.
Now Sirius didn't think this was a one time thing, he just needed another chance to start this.
The only thing he could think of was that his cousin andromeda had left them when she came to visit a week before hand.
"Hello,darling just a quick question, did you leave something here? Ah okay, um well I'll give them a wash and you can pick them up"
Shit. This was not the way to start off a relationship.
They didn't talk for a while,But it stayed the same,he would meet Remus at the bar nearing the end of his last shift and they would go somewhere, somtimes to a park or wherever they wanted and would go separate ways and this would repeat.
And one night Remus went to pay for Sirius tab and
"Let me moony, I'll get the tab tonight"
"Really?"
"Yeah just come back to my place when we head out."
And Remus smiled a little and nodded.
They made there way back to the apartment in silence as Remus sipped the last beer he had taken from the bar and Sirius picked at his nails.
Sirius shut the door behind him
"Um,just give me a second I need to take a piss" Remus sat on the couch and pulled up a movie.
Sirius came back with a blanket and some popcorn and handed it to moony.
"Why'd you invite me over?"
"Because i missed you"
Remus only stared back, like there was so many thoughts, a world within his mind that he was only letting out a atom at a time.
A rising panic in Sirius stomach made him do something stupid. He kissed him. And Remus kissed back. Of course he'd kiss back.
"I'll show you how much I miss you."
Sirius's promise didn't fall short.

Sirius slipped out of bed around in the morning, because he wasn't going to fail this time, no he had a plan. Getting hastily dressed in last nights clothes and running off to the market and back. He was sure this wouldn't be a repeat, he was going to make things right, he would pick of every pastries they had in the store and bring them back, he'd set out a wonderful breakfast with proper made tea and a newspaper for Remus and they'd make do.
And Remus would want him back, he'd want to do it again. He'd want to be more then a friend.
"Remus! I'm back!" He began to set down every bag of food, and the papers made best stacks and left the teas in the counter but, no one came out. He assumed Remus would be out in a second, just wanted to make himself decent. So he gave it a minute. Then five.
"Remus are you-"
The bedroom was empty. A perfectly made bed, and a note sat on the pillow.
Remus hadn't left, really? He deserved a proper goodbye, he wasn't just some lazy hookup, he was Sirius black, he was Remus best friend.

Pads
I miss you too. But I'm not doing this again.
-Remus
The paper began to crinkle under his fingers and he felt dizzy. Like he had been punched in the gut. The wasn't part of the plan, thus wasn't supposed to happen.
He let out a soft sob as something hit him.

He was in love with Remus.