Wolfstar oneshots :)

Part two:))

Just a little psa- this was a request grey sexual Sirius, or asexual spectrum) and I hope that it isn't stereotyping anyone. I've always hated the asexual Peter because most people say it because Peter is evil and "can't be capable of love" but that's not true and puts a harmful stereotype on asexual people, that's why I don't mention trauma or anything like that because being asexual and having trauma don't always go together:)

Remus was acting weird the next day- he just sorta kept his distance. Sirius assumed he was just horny and didn't want to push anything on Sirius, but then he saw Remus in the library with lily. That never happened unless all hell was about to break loose.
"Hey" Sirius sat down next to remus on the bed, and lily got up "I'll leave you to it." Lily give Remus a reassuring smile and walked out, shutting the door behind her "to what?"
Remus took Sirius hand and rubbed his thumb against Sirius knuckles "I just- I just want you to know that we don't have to have sex. I don't mind. And that labels are dumb but, asexual is a thing. And I just want you to be comfortable with yourself, and our relationship. Because I love you and I just want what's best for you"
Sirius felt like he could have doubled over and cried- or thrown up. He knew Remus was genuinely just trying to help but oh my god how did he hate this conversation. He hated labels, always did. He didn't even say he was gay he just liked men.
"Maybe ill just stick with no labels, for right now at least. I'll be okay with no labels for a little while. And I just don't want to leave you. And also- I still wanna make out. You're my favorite person-" the last part was a joke- a little bit. He laughed it, but Remus just smiled because maybe it wasn't a joke. Remus pulled Sirius to his chest "just don't be mad when I get a quick wank in during a showers" Sirius smiled "speaking of which, I might hit the showers. I've been anxious."
Remus frowned a little and kissed Sirius cheek "I'll come with, if that's okay." Sirius nodded and got up taking Remus by the hand and leading him to the bathroom,Sirius liked having the dorm alone sometimes.
Sirius didn't talk in the showers with Remus, but always touched. Despite not liking sex Sirius loved to worship Remus body.
And after the shower that's exactly what he did. It started off with just Sirius rubbing Remus arms, then eventually when they were cuddled up in bed Sirius snaked his hands on Remus waist
"Hey, don't do anything you don't want to."
Sirius smiled and nodded but Remus grabbed his wrist "I won't. I promise, I just wanna appreciate this gorgeous body" Remus stifled a laughter but let Sirius keep going.
Sirius kissed his way all over Remus chest, just relishing in his beauty.
"You're precious" Remus opened his eyes, smiling a little, before shifting " thank you" Sirius smiled back and continued down Remus, eventually reaching his v-line and he realized that he wanted to. He wanted to- to have sex with Remus.
"Uh- can I suck you off?"
Remus head lifted "I- what?"
Sirius smiled "I want to. I really want to.and I'll stop if I don't feel like it or if I'm not enjoying it"
Remus hesitated a moment "go for it"
And Sirius dove in.
Remus came quickly, so did Sirius but Remus was so so gentle with him he almost felt like crying. It was so good- and he didn't feel forced at all. It wasn't like he expected at all. But he wasn't eager to do it again, at least not any time soon.

"Are you okay?" Sirius smiled and sat back on his pillows "yeah. I'm okay. Happy, actually. I'm glad I did it I'm just not sure when I'll want to do it again." Remus rubbed Sirius stomach "but you did enjoy, right? I don't want to force you to do anything" Sirius took Remus hand and with every word squeezed it "I promise, I wanted it. I asked, and I wanted to. " Remus nodded and squeezed Sirius waist smiling a little to himself. He knew things like this were hard, hard to figure out, hard to do, bae to accomplish, hard to come to terms with. And he was insanely proud of Sirius for working through it with him.