Wolfstar oneshots :)

Vunerable state.

"YOU CANT DO THAT REMUS! Don't-don't look at her like that! I'm your boyfriend! You look at her like she's a god!" "I'm sorry!" I ran after Sirius and into mcgongals office "siri please listen!" Sirius didn't say anything just clung to mcgongals side a little tighter. I walked to him and got on my knees so I could see his face. "Hi baby." He didn't say anything "do you wanna come back to the Dorm? I'll let you wear my sweater." I pulled it over my head and handed it to Sirius who gladly took it clutching it to his chest "okay you wanna go back to the dorms? I'll read you that poetry book and we can cuddle. I'll even let you do that stupid prank you wanted to pull on the 3rd years" Sirius glanced up and took my hand pulling me into a hug. Mcgongal glanced at us "I'll need to speak to you two tomorrow" I nodded and took Sirius into my side and lead him out of her office. "Can we go to the prefect bathroom, I want a bath. Everything hurts." I kissed his forehead as we entered the prefects bathroom. I filled up the bath as Sirius got undressed and into the bath "come in remmy" I glanced over to Sirius and he was smiling softly. I got in and sat behind Sirius rubbing his shoulder "I'm really sorry Sirius. I love you and you know that. I didn't mean to flirt with her, I was just trying to be nice." He scrunched his shoulders and moves away "i don't wanna talk about that." He quickly went under the water and came back up heavy breathing a minute later, he stroked his beautiful hair out of his face and came back over to me before sitting next to me "you have seen my in my most vulnerable state, do you agree? I can matter of factly say that I would not be here today if it were not for you, now keeping that in mind, can you see how you eye fucking some girl would be hurtful? Or is it still not clear." I didn't meet his eyes "I was your first wasn't i? I took your virginity. I have seen you in your most vulnerable state.
It wasn't on purpose, she comes to me every Friday with her homework, i usually just do it. I don't know what happened."
Sirius didn't say anything
"Who was your first?"
"Some 4th year hufflepuff. Before we were dating"
"Was he better then me?"
"No. I didn't finish and he left without aftercare, I got a panic attack. I new it was a one time thing but it was bad, and I'm not a bottom so it was just off putting."
"Was it the same routine you have with me? The aftercare I mean"
"No, yours is to take care of you. It's made for you."
He didn't say anything and sat down next to me
"You mean the world to my Remus. I just feel used. "
"I'm not using you. I am in love with you. I just- I don't know. I'm sorry."
"It's okay. Just don't do it again."
I nodded and pulled him closer and I kissed his neck
"I don't feel like that. I want a break from that stuff for a while.sorry." I pulled back "okay. Can we atleast cuddle?" He nodded and layed his head on my shoulder "wanna go back to the dorms?" I rubbed his shoulder and picked him up when he nodded and put him down to pull my sweater over his chest and slipped his boxers on guiding him back to the dorms. I layed him down and gave him a chocolate bar and water before pulling out his favorite poetry book
"Why are you doing my after care routine?" I chuckled lightly "this is just care, baby, I love you." I climbed in bed next to him and started to read to him until he fell asleep I kissed his forehead and put down the book
"One day I'm gonna mess up real bad,and you're gonna just slip between my grip, aren't you baby." I shut the light and pulled him a little closer and let my thoughts consume my mind as I drifted to sleep.
-next day, mcgongals office.-
"Sirius, can you explain what happened yesterday?"
Sirius clutched my hand
"We had a fight. That's it" mcgongal gave him a glare "okay fine he was flirting with someone else! I just got insecure, he was barely even flirting I was just jealous. I mean she was so pretty! And she was blonde and he was doing HER homework! He's supposed to do mine!" Mcgongal tutted and loookes to me. I didn't say anything and looked down "I really try baby. I try to make you feel secure. I really love you. Somtimes i just fall short of what you deserve." Sirius squeezed my hand "you do well, moony" he laughed and looked at me "I'm just difficult"
"Well boys. Feel free to come and talk to me any time, it's late, get to bed "
We smiled and quickly left. The halls were empty and quite "I heard you last night. You're not gonna loose me."
I tensed "I thought you were asleep."
"I like to listen to your breathing steady, I'm never asleep before you." And for some reason, I had to kiss him. I pushed him against the wall and kissed him before pulling away quickly "I'm sorry I know you said none of stuff- I just love you." He laughed
"Don't apologize for kissing me, moony. Just nothing below the waist for right now" I smiles and kissed him again wrapping my arm around his waist. But then there was another voice. Regulas. I quickly got us into a dark Corner
"Fuck! I can't do this anymore! I don't wanna be a dirty secrect!" There was another voice, a guy, telling him some really fucked shit. And then he was gone, it was just reg and he was softly crying. Sirius and i got up and walked to him, wrapping our arms around him, his small frame jumped but relaxed into the touch
"We got you Reggie." We guided him to the dorm and shot james a look that said
'Don't ask.' We all layed down on Remus' bed. Remus had his arm wrapped around my waist and James layed down next to reg
"James what are you-"
"Sh. I'm just- I'm just being nice" we all drifted to sleep quickly
Maybe, just maybe, we would all be okay,