Twisted thoughts

What is weird?

Me:

Puzzled ako, why among the people, tayo lang nagdeviate sa lahat. Parang napapaisip ako, ano meron sa psychological health natin, sa unconscious, at siguro sa brain natin vs. sa mga taong nag mmk haha. (nagdrama)

Josh:
wdym, psych majors vs. civilians?? haha

Me:
Prolly. Or pwede rin na tayong dalawa lang.

Minsan kasi, kahit same lang kami ng mga psyc classmates ko, not all psyc majors develops this natural observant in them. Or thinks differently, in a twisted way.

Josh:
how do these few psych majors think differently then apart from all??

Me:
Hmm, they’re normal. Easily affected by emotions.

Josh:
so ang all hindi normal? Ha? Hahaha

Me: Ha? Anong all?
Josh: You mention
Me:
Ako, I know di ako normal. Am a hooman. But there’s extra and lacking. Weird and unique.

Josh:
Could it be possible that every one thinks the same? Everything is relative. Everuthing is subjective. Meron nang non-binary cr sa addu haha.

Me: Hmm? Expound josh

Josh:
Human nature is as predictable as personality itself. And everyone can think for themselves (?). Just like abstract thoughts and gender preferences haha.

Josh:
Basta subjective, what is deviation and what is the norm remain undefined. For me anyway

Me:
So everyone is pretty the same when it comes to basics? You mean ganon?

Josh:
Not just the basics, I don’t think everyone is the same even. People really like complex world building I suppose, and their liking determines how they retain self and how other people can pakialam/pakinggan it hahaha

Me:
But in my twenty one years of existence, and interaction with people, everyone said the same thing. I’m deviant from normal. Not that extreme. But halata mo. Ikaw, di mo pa napapansin? Hahahaha.

Josh:
Even this too, is subjective.

Me:
Subjective pa rin kahit na everyone said it? Di naman based sa few opinions lang eh

Josh:
Hmm, but how do you know you’ve deviated? How do you know people know you have deviated? (lol) And if they did say it and there is a consensus, what are they doing about it? It’s the manner in which they interact with that knowledge ON TOP of how sure all sides are with the truth of this information that the behavior is truly deviant. Well… again, for me. Kasi subjective kasi lahat hahahahah

Gayahin natin yung mga assassins sa Italy. “Nothing is true. Everything is permitted.” Hapi lahat

Me:
I know that they know because they told me.

When someone is different, you just can’t figure out that person.

Josh:
Still subjective pero this is just my opinion pls no kill me

Me:
Never have they predicted the real me. Cuz somehow I am odd. But they don’t need to understand me. Nor do I need to explain myself further.
At kahit kalian wala ako idea na weird ako, not until they told me. I don’t know what is weird back then. Subjectively speaking… normal ako sa pakiramdam ko hahahaha.

Josh:
So there is stil a possibility that everyone, including you and your friends, to be something other than what they are face value. And the world will never know! Dun dun dunn
There is 4 impostors among us

Me:
Hahaha perhaps! Charot.

Josh:
So yeah basically everyone can and cannot think the same. Because the truth is never observed, only hypothesized. That’s why its subjective, everything. And I like to think about these things so I can be less clueless about it (

Me:
Aiyaaaa I like that. There are just some parts where we could relate to others… and think with similarities. But not exactly the same. ( And subjectively speaking, it’s okay with me-being deviant or different. Fascinating and interesting.