Twisted thoughts

Reincarnation, Life, Existence

Twisted Thoughts: Reincarnation and Life

Naniniwala ba kayo sa siklo ng buhay? Na pagkatapos ng kamatayan, ipapanganak kang muli bilang ibang tao o nilalang? Na kung anong tungkol sa’yo ngayon… ang iyong personalidad, talento, mga prinsipyo, kinatatakutan, propesyon, mga pangyayari, at birthmark… lahat ng tungkol sa’yo, ay konektado sa kung ano ka noon?

Reincarnation ang tinutukoy ko.

Lately, may sinimulan akong panuorin na K-drama (episode 7 na ako, btw. Ha-ha!) The girl there could remember her past life, and she said that she doesn’t want the guy to lose his god-given talent in writing. That is why, he must not fail the test given to him in this lifetime.

The three main characters have hung-ups from their past life. That is why, they were reincarnated to correct their mistakes.

And because of this, a lot of questions popped up in my head. Questions that have no definite answer.

As always, the journey towards the search for truth is beyond long. It’s unending, like an abyss. What we have found out after 2,000 + years, are just the tip of the fingers of the truth.

According to numerology, we can get our karmic debt and life path by adding the numbers of our birthdate. If it’s 13, 16, 19, it means you still have a karmic debt to pay. And from 1-9; 11, 22, you have a life path number.

I got number three.

Pang-ilang buhay ko na ba ’to? Pangatlo?

Sino ako noon?

Ano ako noon? Masama ba ako, o mabuti?

May mga pagsisisi ba ako? Anong parusa ang ipinataw sa’kin?

Anong nangyari sa’kin noon?

Kung wala na akong utang, ibig sabihin ba n’on, panghuling buhay ko na’to?
Kung panghuling buhay ko na’to, paano ako mabubuhay nang walang pagsisisi at masaya in this lifetime? Magagawa ko ba ’yon?