Twisted thoughts

I died. what's next?

The mystery behind what lies after death still remains. Thousands of years have passed, and yet science cannot still uncover this mystery.

Which brought me to a series of questions.

But what if, there's no god? What if we are just simple organisms created from the evolution? That we are just flesh that develops and decays when we die? Mga pataba sa lupa. Pagkain ng mga uod. No soul. Nothing. When you die, you just die. The end.

This thought is horrible.

Because it means that those people who got depressed and took suicide, they have ended their pain and decided to end their life and it's actually okay.

It's even more horrible to think that what we did, good or bad didn't mattered because there's no one to judge us. To separate those who did good and bad things. It's unfair. That your whole life, we believe in lies.

I felt like the hope and light has been taken away-- if that assumption was true.

Nevertheless, nothing has been proven yet. There are claims and evidences that points out to afterlife. Others who are bounder by science only firmly believes that there's no such thing as a god or an afterlife or reincarnation.