Fragile [COMPLETED]

Fragile 90

Fragile 90

Pain after pain... ramdam ko ang bawat tama ng bala sa aking katawan. Sinalo ko lahat ng iyon hanggang sa hindi na kaya ng katawan ko na tumayo. I feel another pain as my head slammed into the floor. Warm liquid flows on my body.

I don't know how many bullets went on my body. I just feel my body became weak like a jelly. I feel the slow beating of my heart. My body feel numb.

Therese? The baby? Are they safe? Hindi ba sila natamaan? I can't forgive myself if something bad happen to her baby. I already cause so much trouble at her, hindi dapat iyon madagdagan pa ngayon.

"No, baby..." he cried. My Dash cried. Maingat ang kamay nitong humaplos sa aking mukha. "No! please No! No!" he cried

The baby? I wanted to ask but Dash warm tears that fall on my face stopped me. I can hear how hurt he is but I can't do something about it.

Gusto kong itaas ang aking kamay ngunit hindi ko na iyon maiangat. Gusto kong bigyan siya ng ngiti ngunit kahit ang labi ko ay hindi ko maigalaw. Tanging pagtingin lang dito ang magagawa ko. I wanted to talk so much. To assure him I will be okay. I want to tell him 'I am sorry' for everything I had done. I want to tell him 'I love him so much'. I want to tell him, that he should be happy for I know I won't make it but still I will be with him.

Can someone give me some time to tell him those? Kahit isang minuto lang. Isang minutong pamamaalam ko sa taong minahal ako.

"Please wake up, love. Please don't leave me..."

Gusto kong punasan ang mga luha nito. Hawakan ang mga kamay. Suklian ang mainit nitong yakap sa nanlamig kong katawan. Ayaw ko siyang iwan ngunit...

'Don't cry' I heard a soft voice

Agad iyong napalitan ng isang malakas na hagulhol.

"Hindi! Ang anak ko! hindi pwede!"

I wanted to laugh. A sarcastic one. Funny cause the one that somehow gave me life to live on earth is also the one who ended it, in many click of his gun. I don't know if I will ever forgave him. He made Dash cry this hard. I don't think I will be able to do so.

"Huwag kang lumapit!  You did this to her!"

"Hindi ko sinadya! Hindi ko sinadya!"

Ingay mula sa sasakyan ng mga pulis ang aking narinig na papalapit. Iyak ni Dash at hagulhol pa ni Vicente and dumagdag.

I slowly closed my eyes for I can't take the pain anymore. I am sleepy now. I feel cold. I can almost welcome the darkness. But before it would take me... I plead that if someone can hear me... please tell Dash that I love him.

Tell him to not cry hard for everything will be alright. Tell him I may leave him now but I will comeback. I will be on his side. Tell him that he can love again and I will be happy. I will get hurt but I will be happy for him. I wish he won't mourn for me too long.

I will wait for him... Even in our next lifetime. I will patiently wait. I will find him and I will love him dearly. Mamahalin ko siya na hindi na niya kailangang umiyak. Maybe, this isn't our time yet to be happy.

'Don't cry, my princess' a voice welcomed me as the darkness covered my consciousness

'Mama' it maybe a long time but I can still remember her voice. The sweet voice that I was longing.

'Let's go, princess?'

Sa gitna ng kadiliman nakita ko ang aking reyna. I let my tears flow. I missed her.

"No, baby please... no"

'Si Dash, mama...'

'At last you called him by his real name' she smiled again

'I can't leave him mama...'

'You won't leave him, princess. We will be on his side. You will wait for him'

Inilahad nito ang kamay.

"Don't leave me, Daenah please. I love you. Don't leave, baby. Wake up..." his voce fade as I slowly held mama's hand

When my fingers touched mama's soft hand everything went... dark.

'Goodbye, love. See you on our next lifetime... Please wait for me until then'