Fragile [COMPLETED]

Fragile 46

Fragile 46

"What do you mean you have to?"

Umupo si nerd sa tabi ko nang hindi ko tinanggap ang iniabot nito. Umusog ako para hindi kami ganon kalapit.

Nerd sighed.

"I just have to or somebody would see that thing you've been hiding"

My mouth slightly parted. Alam ni nerd? Nakita niya ang pagiging mahina ko? Ngayon lang ba ito o matagal na?

If matagal na why did he not do something about it? I have a quiet amount of questions inside my head. Questions, which I can answer easily if it's not me who's asking.

"You're talking nonsense!" I hissed before grabbing the milktea on his hand

Harsh pretense act I always did whenever I got stunned.

"You don't have to pretend, Daenah. I know you completely and I won't judge you. I'm just right here"

Napakunot ako ng noo.

"What in hell are you talking about?!"

"You're smart. You know what I mean" 

I didn't answer him. This is the very first time that I have a long talk with nerd. For the past months, ako lang ang nagsasalita. I won't let him talk unless I ordered him to. This is also the first time that I let him yet I didn't tell him that he can.

"It's just unfortunate that you don't remember me..." patuloy nito

The hell is he talking?

"I keep on praying every-fvcking-day for you to remember me. And I guess you won't not until I tell you who am I?"

Iniisip ko pa ang sunod kong gagawin kina Therese at sumingit naman itong mga salita ni nerd na hindi ko maiintindihan. Minutes passed hindi ito nagsasalitang muli. Hindi na rin ako nagsasalita at hindi siya tiningnan.

I heard a heavy sigh from nerd but still I didn't look at him. I just go silent and I don't fvcking know why.

"Pero hihintayin ko pa rin ang araw na makilala mo ako. Sana darating ang araw na iyon"

He stopped. Hindi pa rin ako nagsasalita.

Do I know nerd even from before? But I can't remember any single detail of him. I never remembered having a friend or acquaintance na nerd. I guess, he's talking nonsense. He's a nerd after all. Ang alam ko ang mga nerd ay nag-iisip ng sobra at sa kasobrahan, they tend to think of what they believe is true.

This nerd might have that kind of thinking? Kailangan na siguro nito ng doctor sa utak. At kung ganon hindi ako pwedeng malapit dito. He might think or do something stupid!

Mabilis akong napatayo sa pagkakaupo. I am a caution thinker. Kung ano ang sa tingin ang hindi tama ay pinipigilan ko na kaagad iyon.

"This is the last day of you being my slave, nerd. Don't you come near me again"

Siguro ay maghahanap nalang ako ng bagong alila pagkatapos nito. Marami naman d'yan. I can't risk myself with a weird nerd.

"I am your buddy"

"I don't care as long as you won't come near me"

Tumalikod na ako. Kakahakbang ko pa lang nang magsalita si Nerd.

"I will keep on waiting for you, princess. However long it takes"

"Are you sure?"

"Of course. Magkikita naman tayo. Hahanapin kita"

"Bakit ba kasi kailangan n'yo pang lumipat ng bahay. This place is good"

"I said that to mommy but daddy needs to leave the place for his work" 

"Promise me that you will remember me, okay?"

"I promise, princess. I already asked mama for you to be my wife"

"We're still young"

"But I know my future and it's you. Just wait for me and I will come"

"Okay. Don't take too long, okay?"

"I promise, princess"

Napabalikwas ako ng bangon mula sa kama. That happened when I was in grade nine. That boy from my dream was my friend that I forgot his name.

I just call him with a nickname I made. Green.

 

Imposibleng si Nerd ay si Green. So impossible. Una, I remember Green having green eyes. Nerd have brown eyes. Second, Green is handsome yet nerd... he's a nerd.

I may saw nerd with green eyes before but it's just one time. Maybe he was wearing a contact lens that time dahilsa mga sumunod na araw ay brown na ang mga mata nito. My eyes may tricked me too.

"He's not Green. It's impossible"

-bambi note:
If you noticed meron po akong ginamit na line ni Klaus Mikaelson sa chapter na ito. I hope no one will have violent reaction. I'm in love with Klaus Mikaelson, kashee. #Klaroline #TVD #alwaysandforever