We've all been here.

Life Goes By

Today is a sad day, for me at least. I woke up this morning to check on my sick cat whose been with me a long time. His name's Garfield, a very precious name to me. Anyways I woke and checked on him and he was doing fine, so I decided to do my morning workouts like usual. I kept on thinking on how I would take care of him only to find his cold empty body in the garage at 6:00 a.m. This hit me real hard when I saw him. You may be thinking he's just a cat, but this cat is a cat that I always talk to everyday because no one in my family will listen to me. This cat always went to me every morning I went out to workout. It may not seem like a lot, but this was for a really long time, so try to bear with me. When I buried his body in my backyard this morning it felt like burying a friend, a best friend. 

Just saying goodbye to him and all the times we spent was really painful, but at least I can distract myself from the pain with some of my friends who are in a video call with me at the moment. I don't want to bother anyone about my pain right now so I'll hide it for now from them I guess so that means you're the first to hear/read my pain. It's just not the same waking up every morning without Garfield to be there. It's gonna take some getting used to that's for sure hahahaha.

Let's be honest for a second here. It can get worse than this, this isn't the worse possible situation, I've even had dreams of my family dying in front of me, I've had a lot of dreams losing a lot of loved ones. But you know what? God will take care of me like He always has done and always will. I know these things come true especially when I dream about these things. I'm sure will be calling me crazy or an optimist at best, but I know why these things happen and I know God will always have something good in store for me. If you think this won't work for me then you're wrong. There's always been a light at the end of the tunnel, it's just up to me weather I want to progress or not, like I said we have choice.

See ya next time :)...