Everybody knows that I'm not perfect, and everybody knows that I'm not worth it, I don't know why you hate me I don't know why you hate me yea cuz I'm not worth it. It's cold outside with the gray skies see your dark eyes and my dark lies, hate myself and the pain that I caused her again, no I can't hide although I try I don't know why like the night sky its so dark too much space between the stars in my head. Don't know why, but our time feels like it came and then went. How come the ones we love can make us feel small?
I can be a liar, I can be a cheater, I can be neurotic, I can be a freak, I can be everything in between. I can't take myself I'm just not well. My own worst enemy, I can't save myself, even at my best I can be at my worst. I have my flaws, I have my mistakes, I have my doubts, I lose my strength, but I don't break and that's who I am. Take me as I am or don't. because I don't care anymore. I don't ever wanna be someone who can't recognize themselves. I'll keep working on myself until I can find someone who can accept me for me. If that someone is just gonna be like the rest of my family and co-workers, always assuming I'm a mess up and can't do anything good. That's why I'll keep working on myself until they're proven wrong. If there's anything I love, it's people talking behind my back about me being something I'm not, and I know I'm not, and being to hear them say it so I can work harder to prove them wrong. Like I said "I can be a liar, I can be cheat I can be neurotic , I can be a freak I can be everything in between," but I'm gonna look for someone who can find the best part, the best part of me. :D
Anyways see ya later...
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AlteleWe've all been here, but have really accepted the situation and did something to change it instead of eating junk food and spoiling ourselves with self-pity? Follow me as I do my best give you advice on these things. Now I may not be your psychiatri...
