I've never ever been able to tell you or show just how much I exactly love you, and I took a risk by telling you how I felt, but that's alright. I don't regret any of the moments we spent together, and yeah I wasn't the one for you, but that's alright. I had to pull the plug cause I realized if I let me and you continue, you'll be the hurt the most and it would've ruined your outlook on relationships in life. You may not see or understand what I'm talking about, but that's alright. I'm sorry if I made you cry, if I caused you pain, or had to make you feel lonely about it. Trust me it wasn't an easy decision to make at the time, but God has different plans for you and me, and it's both not our time yet for that. I've been down that path before at a younger age, it wasn't worth all the pain, that's why I did this so you wouldn't have to go through what I went through. I followed my feelings more than I did God at that point in time. Just don't forget to always work on your relationship with God, He loves you the most. As much as I wanna be your favorite boy, the one that makes your day, the one you think about as you lie awake. I can't do that relationship wise, but hey "you're gonna wanna be my best friend." Even if I might not be the one, that's alright. At least I'm that "one" extra step in the right direction to the one.
God loves you, never forget that and don't mind too much about what people say just do it God's way and you'll be alright. Most importantly never forget that God should always be your number one in life. "Kaya mo yan"
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