Work harder, work harder, work harder, WORK HARDER. It seems like whenever I work it's never considered as hard work. No finish the entire damn thing today, what you do is easy anyway. But, when it's you whose doing something for me. I already take care of you, cook, clean, ETC. You never do anything useful. What's there to be tired of. Okay, I don't wash my own dishes and the stupid stuff you leave on the sink. I don't deal with my mind everyday. I don't get exhausted with all these things and modules I have to think about everyday. I don't deal with myself everyday whenever I wake up at 3 am in the morning trying to sleep again. Yes there are night when I don't sleep but the only reason people see is just stop using your damn phone, but no one sees why I use my phone, no one sees and understands the damn things in my head. You keep working hard hoping people recognize your effort, but no one cares. Then when they ask you about your outlook on life and every time I say something a little bit raw they take it and say right away you're just negative. You pray to God everyday and so do I, but I don't overlook people suffering when their doing their best even though it may not reach the standards of you the damn humans. You think just because your attending you church whenever you can means you can tell me I'm doing nothing. NO, IT DOSEN'T. I WORK JUST AS HARD OR EVEN MORE. WHAT'S THE POINT OF WORKING HARD AROUND PEOPLE, I'D RATHER WORK HARD ALONE AND FEEL MORE APPRECIATED THAN WITH ANYONE. BEING ALONE IS SOMETHING I HATE, BUT I HATE WHEN MY HARD WORK IS NEVER APPRECIATED. SO I'M JUST GONNA STAY HERE AND SHUTUP. NO HUMAN WANTS, KNOWS, FEELS, UNDERSTAND, AND REWARDS MY HARD WORK. You worked hard for a relationship, spent everyday improving yourself? Oh, sorry never mind no hope for you now go grovel in pain and fear. Think of how much you keep working hard for a girl you don't even know yet, but hope to meet and might just leave just as fast and more painful than the last one. Yeah that's right keep working hard for people, they'll just let you down. You freezing? Nah, you don't need empathy, you need a to be yelled at and called out while you're freezing and in pain. Can I wait a sec? Can I catch my breath? No. But I don't know how I got here. You're negative that's why your like that is all humans think. Your eyes are open but towards me it's shut.
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RandomWe've all been here, but have really accepted the situation and did something to change it instead of eating junk food and spoiling ourselves with self-pity? Follow me as I do my best give you advice on these things. Now I may not be your psychiatri...
