The Unconditional Despise | J.JK | ✔️

Chapter 36

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Aerin's POV:

My eyes got opened because of the sunlight directly hitting them. I moved a little and opened my eyes.

Finally, it's morning now.

I looked down only to met my eyes with a bulky hand that was surrounding my waist securely. I turned to see 'him'.
He was sleeping peacefully beside me on the bed.

When did he come back?

It was looking like if he is so tired. I slowly bring my hand towards his face and caressed his forehead. A smile crept on my lips seeing him sleeping beside me and holding me as if his life depends on it.

It reminds me of some of our old days. When he used to hug me in his sleep. And, his hugs were so tight and cute that no one can deny. I didn't know why and what is happening to me? The guilt rushed through me.

Will he love me back again like before?

I think.... No.

I know that he will never love me back again.

I've committed a sin.

Maybe those guilts were not letting me hate him completely. I can't stop myself. I don't know why? I want us to be like the old ones, once again.

Even if I try to make our relationship work, he will never going to love me again.

He will not forgive me for what I've done with him.

I betrayed him.

I played with his feelings.

I deserve to be hated.

I myself, have given him the rights to never love me ever again.

Did this relationship just got limited to this bed ?

Where have we taking it now?

Can't we like old times once again?

I starred blankly into his face until he grunted in his sleep.

I shook my head bottling up my thoughts and then without making any noise or disturbing his sleep, I got up and left the bed. I covered jk with the duvet and headed to the closet to get ready for the day.

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AR: I'm really sorry, Daihee ah.

AeRin said hesitantly while fidgeting with her fingers. She was really sorry for the way she behaves with Daihee.

DH: No.. No.. it's okay, AeRin ssi. I'm not angry with you and I can understand you very well about your situation. Every woman has the right to know where her man is going.

Daihee spoke softly while placing her hand on Aerin's. It gave AeRin a little easement. She was Hella nervous to talk with Daihee.

Today, Daihee comes to meet them in the mansion for Aerin's request.

Yumi: How did this actually happen? I'm mean, what happened between you two, that you both don't live together? I'm sorry, I didn't mean to hurt you but I was just curious.

Yumi said making a sad smile appeared on Daihee's face.

DH: Actually, I and Jimin met 4 years ago, It was the first time I came to Seoul. I came here for a special project and luckily I knew V here. V was the only one I knew here. He helped me in my projects and between this, V introduces Jimin and JK to me. I knew they all belong to mafias but V was my friend so, there was nothing to be afraid of. Between it, I and Jimin eventually got close with each other and I felt so happy and safe with him. He often comes to my apartment, helps me in my projects, stays with me and our relationship started to grow. We dated for 1 year and also, we were living like a normal couple.