The Unconditional Despise | J.JK | ✔️

Chapter 39

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Aerin closed the bathroom door and slid down leaning on the wall. The tears were continuously falling off her eyes. She hugged her knees and started crying. 

She didn't even know she should be happy or sad? 

She was on the verge of happiness when she actually thinks about it with a clear mind. It was getting harder for her to accept that she is carrying a little life inside her. 

She doesn't what to do with it? 

should be happy because she is going to be a mother.

Or to be sad that maybe JK won't agree with this. 

From last week when she fainted on Jimin's wedding day at the venue, She was having a doubt that it could be her pregnancy. She assumed it even from the starter in the first place. That the deed they did will lead them to a new path.

Where she doesn't have left a way to turn back. 

Today, after collecting her strength she decided to do a pregnancy test. And luckily or maybe unluckily, it was positive. 

She was completely speechless the moment she saw the reading. There was no any way that JK will give her permission to keep the child. He will definitely gonna tell her to do abort the baby. The thought made her cry more. She was completely standing between a path to a deep ocean that will drown her and a path to the pond of fire that will burn her. 

What should I do now?

she thought tucking her lower lip between her teeth. Her whole face was varnished with the tear. 

How I am reckoned to tell him?

what will he do with me then?

Will he agree?

What i..if he killed me and my baby?

Her lungs stopped respiring the moment she thought about his reaction. She can't take risks with her baby's life. 

Tho he/she was not a result of love but a flower that bloomed in storms. But, it doesn't mean that her baby doesn't value to her. Maybe, her baby will be the key to delight in her life. Maybe, her days again will become like before when she will welcome her child. Maybe she will get someone who will love her unconditionally and whom she will love unconditionally. 

How should I tell him?

But I need to tell him?

It can't be hidden.

He... He will definitely concede it. 

She wiped her tears and got up from the floor slowly walking towards the bed's edge and sat down glancing at her phone. She tucked her lower lip and quickly pick up the cell dialing his number without thinking further otherwise, she will again lose her hope. 

The rings went but he didn't pick her. It made her heart squeeze in more pain. She again dialed his number but he didn't pick up this time either. She frowned. 

For the last time, she thought to dial his number again as her fervor was slowly leaving her body. After some rings, the call got picked. 

JK: What the hell do you want?

He barked. 

Her mouth sealed by hearing his angry voice. how she is supposed to tell him when he was in that much bad mood. 

AR: Jungkook, I need to talk.....

JK: Do you freaking have any idea that what I am dealing with? Huh? Or do you want me to get involved with your bullshits too? The hell is wrong with you Jeon Aerin?