Eloping Our Chances [BL][COMPLETED]

02 ; avenge your death

M I S T R E S S - M A R Y

I had suffered pain. I had killed. I am sinned. For a sophisticated woman like me, hindi mo maakala na mamatay tao pala ang kaharap at nakikita mo.

Yes, you read it right. I'm a killer, but with a cause. Alam ko na kahit anong tanginang rason pa ang nasa mga encyclopedia at mga dictionary d'yan, my doings, killings and inflecting pain isn't justifiable and just.

Since I was a child, I was trained to be the shield and the second option. I know, it's a lot to take in but I'm fine. To say that I was happy ng malaman ko na may kapatid ako is an understatement. Lalo pa nung nalaman ko na ang kapatid na 'yon ang kukuha ng mga sakit at paghihirap ko.

I know for a fact na kung dadating na siya ay mawawala na ako sa mga maiinit na mata ng mga kalaban. It's a relief for me actually. Napakagandang pagkakataon para makapagpinabagong buhay. I know na sa kahit anong paraan ay hindi ko na mababawi ang mga kasalanan ko. Gaya ng sabi ko, I had killed numerous and countless people. Pero pwede pa naman siguro akong umasa diba?

In my world full of nothingness, hoping is a vile. But it won't be a lost to at least hope. At least! Pero what I expected about my brother's coming was way different. Mas nadagdagan ang problema ko.

Because of Cymon's weakness, ay ako ang nagdusa. I was forced to redress and to wear a mask na naka engrave na sa buhay ko habang buhay.

This is not me. This, what I have now is only a layer out of me. Siguro ito na ang kabayaran sa mga pagkakasala ko. This is the God's punishment towards my wrong doings.

Pero malapit na. Kunti na lang.

Till now, kapag naiisip ko ang mga walang kapatawarang ginawa ko, I would always smile sophisticatedly. Hindi dahil sa masaya ako. Pero kasi kailangan. Nakakatawa rin lang kasing isipin, the fucking irony of my name.

Mary Gwen, it's a shame that I was named after a woman symbolic and holy, yet I am the complete contrast. Dahil ako hindi bumibigay ng buhay at pag-asa, instead I kill useless and a bunch of Neanderthal people.

"Good morning, mistress. Naghihintay na po ang senator sa inyo." I didn't throw a glimpse at the scumbag, rather ay dumiretso ako ng lakad papunta sa naglalakihang pinto.

Mas maaga. Mas mapapadali.

"Good day, mistress." The guards bowed at me as soon as nabuksan ang pintuan.

With the same treatment, I didn't give them a single second of my time.

"Surprise, Senator!" I faked glee as I showed him my infamous smile.

Ang ngiti na alam kung siyang rason kung bakit nanginig ang taong kaharap ko. Tsk 'di pa nga ako nagsisimula.

"Ah! It's nice to see you again, Miss Xaverio. Hindi pa rin kumukupas ang inyong ganda. Napakagandang binibini." I turned my full attention at the Senator as he visibly gulping the surprise from his sitting position.

I walked my way to the chair provided and lit a cigarette at bumuga ng hininga sa kaharap.

"My day is too crumpled and I won't take another bath for some blood stains again." I paused and thoroughly examine his whole feature. After that ay tiningnan ko ang kukong bagong linis. Damn, it's a shame that I need to clean it one more time after this.

"I know you have some security issues and I understand na natatakot ka sakin, Mr. Senator. But do please, hindi mo na kailangan ang magtago ng baril sa ilalim ng lamesa. It's way useless and it's time consuming." I rolled my eyes at him. I laughed at his flabbergasted expression.