Eloping Our Chances [BL][COMPLETED]

14 ; scandalous attention

C E V O R – X A V E R I O

I woke up feeling good today. Not the normal good, but somewhat, it's a good morning. No problems, no report of killings, just me, on the bed with no threats.

This day will be the most awaited day for us. Ngayon na ang araw na hinintay ko. Ngayon ang araw na gagambalain ko ang mundo. This day, a prominent person will rise from his secrecy to tell the world his pains and loath.

"Good morning, Master." Napatingin ako sa taong kumatok at pumasok sa pintuan.

Wala namang nakakapasok sa kwarto ko na hindi ko kakilala. Maids and Guards are off limits except for this person and family. Hindi ko siya sinagot at binasa lang ang ekspresiyon ng pagmumukha niya. Maaliwalas.

"You look radiant, Master. Does this mean a good thing? Or dapat ba kaming matakot?" Ang pabirong tanong niya na binigyan ko ng matipid na tango.

He had always been like this. Hashem would always be that person who makes me smile inwardly kahit pa man ay alam niyang minsan ay walang kabuhay-buhay ang mga ngiti ko.

"There you have it. The smile I'm longing for." I helped myself in sitting with my back on my headboard.

I'm truly grateful for this man, Hashem. Siya kasi ang nasa likod ko kapag papalpak ako. Siya yung taong hindi ka iiwan kahit na nasasaktan na siya. I admire this man.

When was the time nagkakilala kami? Well, it was unexpected. One day, sa kasagsagan ng isang aksidente, I woke up with him on an abandoned house. Sabi ng mga tauhan ng daddy ay siya ang nagligtas sa akin from the ambush.

Kaya utang ko ang buhay ko sa kaniya. Unexpectedly, he became my face. Siya ang naging mukha ko sa totoong mundo. He managed all the transactions, all my businesses, all. Lahat-lahat ay siya ang gumagawa nito para sa akin.

Do I deserve him? No. Dahil alam ko sa sarili ko na hindi ko pa kaya but look at me, leading the man to a path of uncertainty. Kasi ako mismo ay hindi ko alam kung kaya ko pa bang magmahal ulit. And I don't want him broken at the end.

Magmula nung tinalikuran ako ng pamilya at ng mga tao na importante sa akin noon, I promised to guard my heart. Dahil kasunod ng utak ay ang puso ko ang madaling matibag. Hindi ko na hahayaang maulit ang nangayari sa akin noon. That was pathetic to tell you.

"Gwen rang me saying to remind you for your press conference later." I paused from eating at tumingin sa harapan. I looked at him in the eyes. He was looking at my uncovered face with hesitance.

"What about it?" I don't want him left hanging so I answered him by asking question.

"Are you sure about this, Master? Are you sure about coming out? Your life won't be the same with your life as of now. Marami ang magbabago. Accidents and threats would be rampant." Hindi ko na siya tiningnan pa at pinag-igihan ang nasa harapan ko. My life is always on threat. With the black market, leaders and dignitaries would want to execute me.

After I finished the foods ay tumayo ako at naglakad papuntang banyo. But before that ay hinarap ko siya na ngayon ay nakatingin sa portrait kong nakaharap sa kaniya.

"Walang magbabago dahil kahit na nagtatago ako ay hindi mawawala ang patayan at kapahamakan, Hashem. Lahat ng yan ay naririyan na simula't-sapol pa lang. You know that." Ang pag-uulit ko sa kaniya sa katotohanan.

Things would be the same for me. But for those people I had set my traps on? They should ready themselves.

"I just don't want you hurt. Ayaw kong nakikita kang nasasaktan, Cevor."