When I Fall In Love With A Girl(Fernandez Series #1)

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Luminga ako sa condo ni Astral at masasabi kong maayos. Di naman ako namangha dahil ilang beses na din ako nakakita ng condo. Kung namangha man ako ay sa dami-daming painting na nakasabit sa wall. Her condo is really full of decorations and things. It's not design as minimalist. Which is shocking. Inaasahan kong konti lang ang gamit nya. Idagdag mo pa na nude colors ang mga gamit nya. I thought she prefer more dark colors.

Minsan nalilimutan kong babae pala talaga sya.

"Just roam around. I'll just cook some food. What do you want?"she said as she put her bag to the coach. Ganun din ang ginawa ko.

"Kung anong ihanda mo,ok na ako."ani ko habang nililinga pa din ang tingin ko sa lugar nya. She nodded and came her to kitchen. Sinundan ko lang sya ng tingin habang pinapanood syang sinusuot ang apron. Umiwas ako ng tingin.

What if kung mabalitaan nya na may fiancee sya. It might be nice kung pag-gising mo ganyan ang bubungad sayo.

No! Why am i so freaking negative?! Pero di ko maisawan. She doesn't know! She also said na kaya nya lang sinagot iyon gagong iyon dahil sa kanyang Mama. What if kung mangyari uli iyon?

Jesus,i worry too much. Who wouldn't? You're girl might be a fiancee to an asshole.

Para matanggal ang nasa isip ay nagliwaliw muna ako. I decided to look to her paintings in the wall. It was abstract painting. I'm not really into abstract painting but Astral is exceptional.

I decided to roam to one of her rooms. And i think room nya 'to for painting. It was actually a freaking messy. Colors splash everywhere. Big containers of acrylic,a closet full of brushes. Idagdag mo pa ang malaking window sa harapan ng canvas nya. It was her unfinished painting,i guess. It was a man. Sino 'to? Nakatalikod iyon na nakasuot ng bulaklak na damit. It was a very pretty dress. He was in a place where there's a lot of yellow daisies.

Damn,it's very pretty. Pero sino kaya 'to? Sa katawan nyang mapayat at di ganun kamaskulado. This is definitely not that asshole. I-i'm not really jealous. I'm just curious kung sino.

There's a lot of painting in here. I know that she's an artsy pero ngayon ko lang nakita na talagang sobrang passion nya pala talaga 'to. I did see some digital works and they all look pretty decent. I do know how to paint because i'm a fashion designer but not this good. She can literally make a living person's face.

Even this view. Talagang nakaka-motivate mag-painting kung ganito ang view mo. Wonder what she thinks about when she's painting. Those lights painted the ground contrasting the dark night sky.

Thoughts escaped to my mind again. What if nagsawa sya saakin dahil hindi ko kayang tapatan gaya ng nagkakagusto sa kanya. Fuck it,that fiancee thing makes me overthink.

I'm scared if she choose him again. Like she said back then,sinagot nya iyon dahil sinabi ng Mama nya. Ano bang laban ko pag pamilya na nya nagsalita.

My feet just keep walking until it went to her room. A brown door and says 'restricted area'. What? Di ko mapigilang matawa dahil di ko maisip na ganito iyong room nya.

It's cute.

Binuksan ko iyon at hinayaan na bumukas ng tuluyan ang pintuan nya. And i saw how comfy it is. It's not like i really expect! Her things in here is so organized unlike the other room na messy at magulo. And even the color! I thought the shades she wants are darker not colorful and bright. Fuck. Mukang wala pa talaga akong alam sa kanya.