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Part 12

Y/N'S POV

I closed my eyes and I remembered my wedding day…

Flashback,

Y/N’s Pov

I was on Taehyung’s lap basically he was carrying me from the car to our bedroom. we were laughing hard on something.

Then he put me down to the bed, he then looked at me with his hypnotizing eyes. I think his eyes are my weakness. Whenever I see them, I feel like, I am drowning in them.  Then my gaze falls on his broad smile, the prettiest smile I have ever seen. His fingers slowly caressed my cheeks and I looked away while blushing. I feel butterflies inside me whenever he touches me. I noticed he was staring at me for a long time. We just looked at each other for so long as if the time stopped for us. As if we were filling each other’s empty hearts with love and commitment of being together forever. We were trying to understand each and every feeling of each other through eyes. we were trying to accept the fact that our hearts beat for each other now. 
Happiness is not in physical relationship always, it is in small romantic gestures, like long lasting hugs, feeling each other’s heart beats, warm cuddles, staring at each other without caring about the time….saying each other that we don’t need any anything else or anyone else other than our partner etc.
A tear left my eye seeing how he is expressing his extreme love through eyes. I was sitting on the bed. He came close to me without breaking the eye contact. As if he was controlling me so am I. he was coming close to me and I was slowly backing away. He stopped until I completely lay down on the bed. The eye contact was still going on. His fingers wiped my tears and I felt really lucky to have him as my husband who would always wipe my tears just like today. His fingers brushed down my hairs then my cheeks. No sign of lust was showing on his stare. He was looking at me so lovingly. I felt overwhelmed. His fingers trailed down to my neck slowly and I felt shivers in my whole body. I closed my eyes slowly only to feel a pair of lips on top of my eye pastels. His kiss was so delicate. On the other hand his fingers were caressing my neck. his kisses went down to both cheeks…his kisses became as passionate as ever. Then his hands went to my back slowly caressing it. his hand went to my waist slowly and I felt my heart was racing. On the other hand his kisses slowly went from my earlobes to my neck. I shivered a bit. He understood and then looked at me. he smiled seeing me getting slightly nervous. He kissed my forehead and said,

Taehyung: let’s cuddle….

He said with a wide smile plastered on his lips.

I smiled broadly and surprisingly as well. His one sentence won my heart. His one sentence is enough for me to love him more. He earned respect from his own wife. What could I ask more from God. He chose my comfort over his all desires.

End of flashback

I remembered our memory and bursted into crying hugging my knees

Y/N: I am sorry baby…I did all of that for you. Please….. if possible, please forgive me for my words……..i am a bad person..very bad person

I kept mumbling like a kid as my whole body was trembling badly. My lips were also trembling and at one point I was feeling suffocated from inside. As if someone was choking me. I couldn’t able to breathe properly. I started wiping my tears harshly from my face. I got up and opened the door as I kept walking in order to see him. I reached his room door then suddenly lights went off. I got worried for a moment thinking he might get scared. He is really sensitive and soft from inside. he is scared of darkness. He usually gets panicked in darkness.

To be continued