Forever.

•Chapter 65•

*Emily's POV*
We walked out of the bathroom and I went over to James' mom. I told her I was sorry for her loss and gave her a hug. She knew it was also a loss for me so she replied with, "And you too." I faked a smile and walked over to Matt. "Hi," I said as he embraced me with a hug.
"Hey," He replied.

"How's your ullage coming along?" I asked.

"It's ok." He replied taking a piece of paper out of his pants pocket. He handed it to me and I read it. It was his ullage, it was beautiful. "It is beautiful," I said smiling. "Just like you," He replied. I blushed. Amanda and Shawn were eyeing each other the whole time. I contemplated slapping them on the back of the head and telling them to grow up since we were at a funeral and they were making googly eyes, but I decided not to bring attention to the matter.

The wake ended after a hours of sorrow and loss. Amanda, Savannah, the boys, Matt and I all went to Matt's house to take our minds off things. We all got situated and ordered pizza's. While we waited for our pizza to be delivered we decided that there was no better way to kill time than a good old game of truth or dare where someone was bound to either get kissed or eternally embarrassed. Cameron went first. "Savannah," Cameron called.

"Do you love me?" He said smirking. She looked at him like she was thinking real hard.

"Hmmmmmmm..." She started, "Now I'll have to think about that one!" She said laughing.

"Hey!" Cameron said as he playfully threw a couch pillow at her.

"Of course I do," She said with a flirtatious wink. Then it was Shawn's turn. "Amanda," Said Shawn smiling like crazy. Amanda didn't flinch, she just kept playing with the bottom of her dress. "Are you currently single?" He asked. This made Amanda flinch. She looked up straight into his eyes like she had just seen a ghost, just slightly less terrified and more surprised. Shawn didn't know the Amanda I knew, but honestly I think that is best. "Umm yeah." She said shyly.

"Interesting," He said smirking.

"Who's next?" I asked.

"Oo me! Pick me!" Shawn said childishly. "

"Umm ok I pick Shawn...again," I said laughing.

"Amanda," Shawn said again.

"Yes Shawn?" She laughed.

"Do you think...possibly...that you would come mini golfing with me on Monday?" He said with a hopefully smile.

"Sure." She said with a wide grin. I was happy for them but all I could do was hope she doesn't break his heart. Then we continued to play and ate the pizza that finally came during the middle of the game. Once the night was over and everyone went home, I left to go home also and went to bed. The last thought on my mind was how nervous I was for tomorrow because I had to speak in front of everyone for the funeral.