Healing a broken heart

Missing

Chapter 77

ELLAPOV

While Theresa and Sean are having their babies I went looking for mine.

"Hey, Mrs. Reedus."

"Hi, Becky. How are my kids today?"

"They're doing well." They're passed to me.

"Well that's awesome, well kids in a little while you get to meet your new cousins as aunty Theresa and uncle Sean are having their babies as we speak do you think I should call daddy? Would he want to know his flight was supposed to be at nine it's now ten so his probably flying so I won't bother him, I shouldn't have let him go. I'm silly at times your mom doesn't always make the best decisions but your dad he was and is the best decision I ever made. You can tell me to stop if you've heard this story. One day mommy was at her shop when you guys weren't even an idea to mommy she owns a bakery this very nice-looking guy came in mom didn't think she'd fall in love with him but eventually she did, your dad he's sweet when he wants to be, he can also be dirty at the same time you'll see when you see him as Daryl. Maybe when you're a bit older."

"Ella, did you want to feed them their bottles are ready?"

"Of course, I want to feed them." As she hands the bottles over I was rather disappointed my milk didn't come in yesterday. Oh well, bottles are okay, bottles were fine for Stella, she's grown into a big beautiful baby. It's rather sad I never got to enjoy her as a baby before having two more, bloody super sperm. But I can't hate these two they're so sweet. What kind of mom would I be if I hated my babies for that reason all because of when they were born."

They give me a feeding pillow must get one of these they're great and the bottles they're hungry babies and the process doesn't take that long. Once they are burped and changed it's time to let them go.

A couple of hours later...

"Okay, my darlings Alex and Bela I think Theresa's having boys I'd be surprised if they have girls they'll be here shortly you've got to show them the ropes okay? Mommy loves you two so much that I can't wait to take you two home. Kisses I don't want to let you go but I love you so much kiddos."

"Mrs. Reedus they'll be fine."

"Yeah I know I just miss them so much when I'm not with them."

"Yeah I can imagine but they won't be away from you for long then they'll be with you forever."

"I got to go." I leave as I do I start crying I'm technically alone my husband's in another country, my eldest daughter's being looked after by her grandmother and my other two babies are separated from me. I decide to call and leave a voice message on Norman's phone.

"Hey, babe."

"What are you doing answering the phone on a plane it's dangerous hang up."

"Settle there kitten, it's okay it's safe."

"But you should be halfway to Costa Rica."

"Dad you should just tell her okay it's for the best better than lying."

"Babe we didn't end up going to Costa Rica."

"But it's your holiday. You're missing out on time together."

"No, I'm not. Mingus being the super smart kid he is said to stay local we're in Orlando babe with Chandler and Greg's families."

"Oh, so you could come here."

"Yeah, I could babe you okay you sound sad."

"Yeah, I am. Just missing you, missing Stella I hate being away from the babies I even miss Mingus when he's not around."