Healing a broken heart

Saying goodbye

Chapter 64

ELLAPOV

I don't want to wake up, I know I have to but I don't know how I'm going to be able to face today. I haven't gotten out of bed for six days. I understand why they did it, why Norman and Elizabeth lied as it was my dad's wishes but I should've been told. I should've been here he needed me instead I was off fucking, shopping, and doing a cooking class while my dad was dying.

"Babe you got to get up and have a shower hon and start getting ready."

"I don't want to."

"You need to babe. You need to do this. You also need to look after yourself and the baby. It's been six days babe." He's holding Stella.

"No."

"No not going to happen not on my watch missy get up. Either get up on your own accord or I'm dragging you from bed and putting you in a cold shower. Your choice. What's it going to be nice or mean? Tick tock babe."

"No."

"Well, you leave me no choice missy. Now you miss Stella watch this, this is how you don't act okay, I'll do the same thing to you." I feel him put Stella in the middle of the bed. The next thing I feel is Norman grabbing me and hoisting me over his shoulder I started hitting him on his back.

"Hey, asshole put me down. Don't you even dare think of doing what you're thinking of doing? If you put me under a cold shower you might as well go find a new room to stay in because you aren't hubby anymore."

"Hey I'm not an asshole I'm your husband and I'm worried about you. Stay stand there don't move. I won't use cold water if you promise to behave yourself give me two minutes I have to put Stella to bed. I'll be right back." He says in a bad Arnie accent. I watch him walk back in grab a wiggling Stella and took her back to her room.

"Yes sir."

I look at myself in the mirror I'm a mess I look horrible. I grab my brush and start brushing my hair, with that down I feel a little more human. I see Norman turn the shower on and see the steam rise.

"That's a good girl babe now climb in."

I start washing, I can feel I've lost more weight I know I haven't been looking after myself again I've hardly eaten in the last five days. I run the soap over my pelvis and I swear I feel big it's probably due to being so skinny. I turn the tap off Norman wraps a towel around me and helps dry me off the next thing I feel is him picking me up and carrying me to the bedroom.

"Ella come back to me, please. I need you too. Let me help you." He places me on the floor and kisses me. It was a tender kiss I needed this, I wrap my arms around him.

"Do we have time I want you to make love to me?"

"Yes, the funeral is not for nearly three hours I can do that if that's what you want."

"Please I need you. Help me Norman." With that he kissed me soft and tender I moaned into his mouth.

"Oh, Ella I've missed you. I love you so much." He lowers me to the bed. "Spread your legs baby." I do as I'm told. "Good girl. Do you want me to eat you or fuck you?"

"Both."

"That's my girl."

He kisses me again, I feel him place little kisses along my jawline and down my neck until he reaches my breast the nipples are so hard that one swipe of them by Norman with his tongue and I'm moaning up as a storm.

"That's it baby it's okay to let yourself go you need this we need this."

"I love you Norman."

"I love you too Ella. I love you too Jamie." He kisses my pot belly.