Healing a broken heart

Bets, resistance and rides

Chapter 47

Start of June

ELLAPOV

Norman's kicking my ass he brought Maryanne here to keep an eye on me I'm not allowed to sleep during the day when Stella's sleeping. I should rephrase that Maryanne's kicking my butt she's making sure I'm eating properly and the doctor's looking after me as well. Maryanne makes sure I'm eating all the time I've gained five pounds I called Amsale to tell them not to adjust the dress which thankfully they hadn't started I'll be there the week before for another fitting, I know I should be upset that Helena spoke to Norman about me but I know she did it because she cares and wanted me to get help so I can't hate her.

"Come on baby get up."

"Argh, you're so mean."

"No babe I'm not mean, I love you. Sleeping is no good for you, remember what your doctor said."

"Yes sir." I get out of bed and throw a nightie on Norman has banned me from wearing clothes to bed he said I was able to hide it because of the layers I used to wear until he sees I'm doing better I also think he's hoping to get some though I'm not in the mood.

"Babe you're looking good babe."

"Between you and your mom, I should be. I've been eating so much but it's what I need."

"Good that's what I want to hear. I'm very proud of you." He kisses me and he runs his hands down my back grabbing my ass.

"What are you doing?"

"Feeling my future wife's ass."

"Well, hands off mister I'm not to be touched like that." Taking his hands off me.

"Oh come on it's been six weeks babe we can again."

"Ah no, we can't I'm not until the twentieth you sir will just have to get used to playing with yourself."

"Oh, babe don't be like that."

"No oh how's my wedding night going to be any different from any other night if you're always screwing me?"

"Fine missy but you've been warned I'll fuck the shit out of you on our wedding night. I'll tear you up."

"Mmm, I like the sound of it. Is Reedus junior getting antsy?"

"Yes have you seen yourself?"

"Yeah, I have I look okay. Don't know what you're so excited about."

"You're kidding, right? Look at these boobs. I love them I know Stella's made them so big, yeah I know they are hers but I want to play with them." He comes up behind me and cups them. "God they feel so good in my hands."

"You have to stop Norman."

"What do you like this? Huh, I knew you couldn't resist me resistance is futile against little old me."

"Please stop Norman."

"No, let it happen baby it's been too long." He snakes a hand down until he's cupping my mound.

"No please stop."

"I know you want this I can feel how wet you are, let yourself go." Oh god, I do but I want it to mean something I push away from him.

"I said no Norman and I mean no. I want to wait I want my first time as your wife to mean something instead of being a whore and sleeping with you all the time."

"Babe you're not a whore. You're my fiancée I miss you like this."

"Well, it's only two weeks. I want it to mean something."