Healing a broken heart

Baby showers

Chapter 42

ELLAPOV 

Seven weeks later and 39 weeks and counting

Oh man I'm so big I know I'm not huge I've seen bigger pregnant women. I just look at myself in the mirror I have a pretty pink and blue dress on which flatters my bump.

"Hey, beautiful."

"Don't call me that Norman I'm not beautiful." He comes behind me and hugs me.

"Yes you are I find you very sexy baby can you feel him?" He rubs himself against me I can feel how hard he is. "Baby if I didn't find you beautiful and sexy I wouldn't get hard. Now would I?"

"No, you wouldn't. God, I love you, baby. I want you so bad but we can't I know we can't we'll have company soon."

"So will you be okay when I'm not here I'm going to Greg's place he's doing some kind of dad's shower for me?"

"Oh, that sounds like fun. I want to see pictures."

"Sure babe. You ready for this."

"Yep, I was born ready."

"You Missy don't be thinking you can come early especially when daddy ain't here. I love you, Stella. I love you too Ella."

"You don't think it's going to be too confusing with Stella and Ella do you?"

"No baby I love the name, though do you want to add Jamie to the mix?"

"No, if we have a son I want to name him James Mark Norman unless we only have girls then the last one can be Jamie Nora what do you think babe?"

"I like it. Walk me to the door baby I got to go otherwise I'll never make it there."

"Okay, you and Mingus have a good time I see you both later. Want me to save you some cupcakes?"

"Mom does a bear shit in the woods?"

"Don't know Mingus never seen a bear in real life except in zoos but I guess it would. So yeah I'll save you some."

"Norman before you go."

"Yeah, babe." I pulled him towards me and kissed him hard and deeply.

"Hey, you two that's how you got that one you're carrying."

"Hi, Lauren I'm going now Ella I'll see you two later." With that Norman leaves probably for the best I'd probably have my wicked way with him.

"Hey, girl."

"You a bit excited to be here are you Lauren you're the first here?"

"I'm here to decorate Norman asked me to do it for you he didn't and I quote want her climbing over stuff and hurting Stella unquote."

"Thank you honey I appreciate it."

"We're going to have a good time today."

"We are I found a good catering company they'll be here shortly to drop off the food Norman wouldn't let me do anything, so he got the girls to make dessert and the cake and hired a cleaner I can't even clean up the place, he looks after me too much."

"Honey let him he loves you and wants to look after you. Be happy some men don't wanna look after their wives he does and it makes him happy."

"I know I feel like I'm using him."

"You're not using him, he knows you aren't he finds it weird that you don't like spending money like some women he used to know."

"I feel guilty like I'm using him like that's all his good for as my ATM."