Healing a broken heart

Think positive

Chapter 75

NORPOV

I told Elizabeth that Ella was in the operating area so I wanted to wait for her to arrive but Mel said she'll tell them where I am. I walk towards Ella I know this is all my fault if I hadn't let her put my hands on her neck then none of this would've happened or maybe Sean and I fucked her too hard I don't know. I'm going to go crazy thinking like that. I find her room when I enter her room and I start to cry.

"Oh, baby. I'm so sorry baby. Okay, what am I going to do with you huh? You need to wake up Ella I want to take you to meet our babies. We had a boy who looks just like me the poor thing. They asked for names I named him James and our daughter Emma Leigh is that okay we can change it if you want. You wouldn't believe it Lauren's also having her babies and Theresa's hassling Sean to get her butt over here so she'll be here as soon as she can. I think we guys like being dominated I know I don't mind it. Babe, you got to wake up come lazy bum." I hear her groan, it's the best sound ever. "Hey, beautiful. You didn't like me calling you a lazy bum huh?"

"Where am I?"

"Hospital babe."

"Babies? Are they okay?" She feels her stomach. "Oh god I lost them, didn't I? I'm so sorry babe."

"Hey babe no tears, no you didn't lose the babies they're fine they've good lungs Emma Leigh has a good set on her, and James he's just beautiful but then their mum is."

"James? I had a boy?"

"Yeah, we did. He has my hair and Emma has yours you want to see them I took photos of them."

"You took photos of them that'd be an understatement babe."

"You sound like your old self."

"Hey, not so much of the old mister considering you're older than me."

"Yeah, I am, aren't I? There's something you need to know they needed to perform a hysterectomy on you babe, but I'm sure the doctor'll explain it better when you see him." Her hands went to her belly she started crying. "Hey, I can't imagine what that's like well I can. But I'm not going anywhere, baby." I kiss her.

"I'm not a girl anymore."

"Yeah, you are you sure look like one to me and a damn fine one as well. I know it's important but you're safe that's all that matters to me. I don't know the right words to say but know I love you, Ella. This doesn't change anything you're still the woman I married."

"I love you Norman."

There was a knock on the door.

"Come in."

"Hey, baby."

"Hi, mom."

"I thought you were going you have these babies in New York I had prepped myself up for a big trip and everything."

"I'm sorry mom."

"Hey, I'm joking. I'm just glad you're okay. I can't wait to meet my new grandbabies."

"I can't wait to meet them either. Hey sis." Jackie waves at me.

"You okay Ella baby, you look uncomfortable I can get the nurse to get you something."

"I'm fine. I want to know when I can see my babies?"

"So a boy huh? I thought we were having two girls. Well, I'll have to buy a shitload of blue stuff now, your dad would be so proud of you. But he always was."

"Thanks, mom." She hugs her she looks in discomfort.

"Ella baby I'm going to get the help you need help. I don't want you in pain anymore." I walk out to find someone for her.