Healing a broken heart

Getting my ducks in a row.

Chapter 95

NORPOV

Don't know how I did it but I fell asleep with Stella in my arms she was fidgety and I put her in her bed and made my way back to my bed. I hate sleeping in a bed by myself. I decide to read some of the scripts that I have piled up here until I fall back asleep. Two scripts later I finally feel like I'm ready to sleep. My dreams weren't good I dreamt of Ella but not the good kind of dream I dreamt she wasn't here anymore and I had to raise the kids on my own. I don't care what I have to do I'll keep her safe and alive I'll sell everything if I have to if it means she stays alive. I woke up more exhausted than when I went to bed. I reached down and find my cock is hard, I wasn't going to touch it but it's been so long. I slowly stroke him and drift off into a dream.

"Sir what do you want me to do?" I look down and see Ella on her hands and knees.

"Suck him babe don't tease me take him in your mouth." It's been so long since we've been together I can't remember the last time we did, and god only knows when we'll be able to again. I imagine her licking the tip of my cock and she takes it in her mouth. I watch her mouth go up and down my shaft as I imagine this I'm rubbing him in time with what I'm thinking about.

"You like that baby? You want me to ride him?"

"Oh fuck yes. Ride him, baby." I watch her straddle my hips and hold him in her hand and aim him at her hole, she rubs him along her folds and she slowly slides down him till I bottom out. "Oh, that's it babe ride him, babe." I watch her raise and lower herself. "Oh that's it babe I'm close start touching yourself." I watch her start rubbing her clit. Then I feel it I feel my balls tighten then I'm cumming over my stomach and chest fuck me I needed that.

I get up and walk to the bathroom and get in I start crying I can't stand I get on the floor, dude pulls it together Ella needs someone who's not going to fall to pieces at a drop of a hat. She needs better than me. This isn't how I imagined I'd be spending my first anniversary as a husband with my wife in the hospital possibly dying and me crying here like a baby. Get up Reedus we have things we need to do. I wash myself and get out, get dressed, and kiss the kids hello, mom said she'll bring them to see Ella later today. I got business to do before I see Ella get everything sorted so I can concentrate on making her better, and get my life into some sort of order because at the moment it's not. I'm being pulled six ways to Sunday, and I'm not willing to let Ella suffer for my job. She's so important to me, yeah I know that it's probably her first session today but I need to have this sorted before anything else. I decide to drive to the set even though I'm supposed to be on holiday as I was supposed to take Ella away, I'll do it when she's better and off chemotherapy.

"Dude what are you doing here you should be with Ella." Greg hugs me.

"It's for her that I'm here Greg. Can we talk?"

"Of course, come on, I hope you don't mind Melissa told me and a few others I think Lauren, Steven, and Andy. The others don't know unless you want them to know."

"I think it might be a good idea as I'm only going to be here to do the scenes I have to and then I'm leaving or can we organize that I do as many of my scenes so I can be done?"

"You don't want to leave us do you?"

"Oh fuck no Greg I just need a better schedule and I think if everyone knows then they might be better about the filming schedule."

"Dude is this what you've been thinking about instead of your wife?

"I have too much on my mind at the moment. But I wanted you aware of what was happening and we could work around it. Also, I want to be able to concentrate on her and if I'm fixed here I can."