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#1 Connie x F!Reader

Requested by tanjirogoesboomboom

Type: Fluff

Reader: Anger Issues!Fem

Title: Training

Y/n's POV

I hadn't done well during training today. I don't understand what I'm doing wrong. How come everyone else including that titan obsessed freak can do it but I can't. It makes me so ugh!

I walked into the mess hall and Eren stared at me while he smirked

"Look who got last again" Eren says. I grind my teeth as I try to remain calm

"Why do you care?" I ask as I grab my food

"I mean, you just need to admit it. I'm better than you" Eren says. I grip onto my tray tightly as I sit down

Stay calm

"Can you believe Mikasa got first again?" Jean asks

"Of course she did, she's Mikasa" Connie says

"Yeah" Sasha says stuffing her mouth

"That's why she has to be mine" Jean says

"You can't even confess" Connie says

"Yeah, you're a coward" Sasha says. Jean turns to me

"Why are you so silent today?" Jean asks

"It's because Y/n realizes how awful she is in training" Eren yells. Mikasa punches his arm. An irk mark appears on my forehead.

"You know, you have been doing worse lately" Jean mutters. Connie just watches the conversation

"Oh... really?" I ask doing my best to stay calm

"Yeah, are you even taking it seriously? You can't get into the MP like that" Jean says. I suddenly stood up and walked out. Anger overtook my body. I knew I had to leave or else I might have punched one of them. I entered my room and closed the door.  I then punched the nearest wall as my thoughts closed in on me

I'm trying.. I'm working my hardest... so why?

Tears fell down my face. I punched the wall again, and again

I work harder then all of them and yet... I'm still at the bottom

I was shaking as I continued punching the wall. My knuckles were surely bloody but I didn't care.

Why am I last?

I continued punching and punching. My hands hurt but I didn't care. I was suddenly grabbed and pulled back. I struggled against the person

"Woah, woah, calm down. It's just me Connie" He says. My breathing slows a little as I stop struggling

"Y/n?! Your hands!! They're bleeding!" Connie says. He opens the aid kit in the room and begins treating the cuts.

"You know, punching walls isn't the best way to solve your problems" He says

"Well what do you suggest?!" I ask starting to get riled up

"Woah woah, look. You know, you could talk to me sometime if you're feeling overwhelmed or upset or... I don't know. You get what I mean" He says as he finishes bandaging up my hands

"You gonna make fun of me too?" I ask. He looks at me shocked

"What?! No of course not!" He says. I then begin to fall apart once more

"I just... I train and train and train yet I'm not improving. I don't know what I'm doing wrong" I say as I lightly cry

"Have you asked for help?" He asks

"No" I mutter

"You know, you can't do everything by yourself. I'm sure Mikasa would love to help you train. I would help you but, let's be honest. I'm not the best in the group" He says laughing. I don't respond

"It'll come to you, don't worry Y/n" He says as pats my shoulder. I pull him into a hug and he freezes but shortly after hugs back

"Y'know usually people give heads up before they randomly hug people" Connie says

"Shut up Connie" I mutter with a slight smile

(617 words)
4/27/21