My Best Friend's Secret Baby

Inside Mina's Mind

Sigh.

Life after the not so date they had in Hyunjin's café left Mina sighing for days. If only they ended up like the younger two. 

She can't blame anyone but herself though. 

She is a coward. She was so afraid of losing Chaeyoung that she settled with being with her, as someone who can stay longer in her life, as her best friend.

Though she knows that she has a lot of regrets and what ifs, she can't do anything about it now. She already missed her chance. The girl is very much happy with Jungkook. 

If there is one thing that Mina would hate to admit, it's that even she also likes the latter for her baby cub. She thinks that it is better for her to end up with him, other than anyone else.

Well, she's been with them since the beginning of their relationship. So, she knows how much the guy loves her baby. She knows he'll take care of her, support her, and that he'll never cheat on her, as he had all the opportunities to do so, knowing his status, and always being on tour, but he never did. His love is genuine, and that makes her at ease.

Sigh.

But no matter how she learned to accept their relationship, she still can't help but get a slight glimpse of hope, that Chaeyoung does feel something for her too.  Her eyes, her smiles, her gestures. All of it makes her hope. It makes her hold onto the hair strand, that is the chance for her love to be reciprocated.

What if she loves her too but is still unaware of it? Knowing how oblivious the small girl can get, it's a huge possibility.

If so, should she try to hint it to her? What if she tries to win her over? Would she be the worst person in the world, stealing someone else's girl?

But she was hers first! She loved her first. She was there in all the stages of her life, and she still is.

Would it be bad to be selfish, at least once in her life?

Should she try and push her luck and take the love she thinks belongs to her?  Hmm...