The One

Chapter 46

Chaeyoung POV

I just left her there crying and sobbing. I know I'm an asshole for doing that but I'm just tired of all this. I'm really tired with all this emotion. All this pint up emotions are really getting the best of me and I can't control myself anymore. That's was first time I shouted at her. See, I really can't control myself anymore. I gave her all of me and yet its still not enough. Its really hurt me to know she had cheated me with her ex but its really hurt me more seeing her cry over our relationship that seem to be crumbling more and more. I love Mina so much and with that love comes sacrifice. I can't keep going on this when in the first place she can't even love me whole for whole I entirely am.

"Tian xin? Are you okay?" Tzuyu asked me as she drives us to my parent where we and Haneul have been staying for the past week.

"Yeah. I'm okay. I'm just tired. That's all." I lied.

"Chaeyoung, you know I can tell if you're lying. Remember, I'm your best friend." She said patting my hand.

"Hmm. I just had a rough day. That's all." I try to explained partly.

"Oh yeah, did you and your boss talked? She come to the office asked about you and I told her where you are." She asked without knowing about our status that I'm actually married to the boss.

"Yeah." I replied shortly.

"I think Miss Myoui has a thing to you. The way she look at you with lovingly looks, how she glares at me every time she see us together. If glares can kill or hurt someone, I think I'm already at hospital. You should tap on that." She said laughing at her thought.

"I-hmm." I couldn't even form a word now.

"Chaeyoung. Are you hiding something from me?" She said stopping the car at the side of the road and turn to me.

"Nothing." I said didn't look at her.

"I thought I'm your best best friend? Your confidant, your half of life and yet you're hiding something from me. Or that just what I'm thinking? I didn't even know you're already married to someone." She said swinging her arms around giving emphases her word. I can see how frustrated she is right now.

"I-I-how did you know I'm married?" I asked shocked.

"If you want to hiding, you should start from hiding you ring. You're wearing a wedding ring and I can heard Haneul always asked you about his mom every time you two talk." She said with sigh.

"Oh. I'm sorry." That the only I can said.

"Come on Chaeyoung. You know you can tell me anything and everything. You know I won't judge you or anything." She said patting my head.

"Okay. Promise you won't judge me?" I said holding my pinky finger up.

"I promise." She intertwining our pinkies.

"I got someone pregnant almost two years ago." I said low and looking down.

"What?! How? I know you didn't drink much as far as I remember." She asked shocked.

"I got drunk after I got and hired to this job. Jeongyeon and I just wanted to celebrated when I see this woman got harass by someone. I help her and then ended up talk to each other and ended up to a lots of shots with me looking at most mesmerising pair of eyes I have ever seen. We ended up in a hotel and then you know dis the deed. Next morning I was wake up alone in the bed. Fast forward, 1 month later I met the same woman just this time she told me that I got her pregnant. With growing in responsible family, I choose to marry her. It was hard and a struggle marrying someone without love but somehow we just fell to each other." I explained completely to her.