My Rule

Chapter 33

You know, I'm starting to feel as if I should really just kill Enid. I'm surprised I haven't exploded yet, but each day I can feel it coming up more and more. And when it happens, no one is going to be happy.

I put on my green shirt with my army jeans and my vest. I slipped on my boots. I noticed a growing hole in it. I.let out a sigh and finished lacing them up.

I walked out and put my hair into a braided ponytail and strolled down to breakfast. My breath stopped short as I saw Daryl, Carol, and Carl all talking and laughing with her. Have they forgotten about me? The two adults that I trusted the most and that I could call mom and dad sometimes? Even the one I love the most, my own boyfriend, Carl?

My heart swelled a bit and I ran off. I didn't want any breakfast anymore. I walked into the nursery and took Judith out if her crib and hummed to her. How could the people I love the most just forget about me and treat Enid like how they did with me. They even know what she did to me after I told them. Do I not matter anymore?

A year fell down my cheek onto Judith's bib. I heard footsteps down the hall. I quickly wiped my cheek and put Judith back in her crib. I felt strong arms wrap around my waist. Carl. "Hi baby." He purred. I wish he would do this more often than talk to Enid.

"We have to go outside on a run." He said. I nodded and went to walk out, but he grabbed my hand and spun me around facing him. I put my hands on his shoulders and gasped.

"Babe, what's wrong?" He asked. I shook my head saying nothing. He looked at me with a 'really' face and I looked away. "Tell me or I'm gonna find out myself." He said. I rolled my eyes but then felt the urge to tell him.

He slowly put his face in my neck. Oh no. I try to pull away slowly but he puts his hand on my back and pushes me towards him. "Carl stop." I feel him flick his tongue on my neck. I bite my lip to fight a moan. He backed me up to the wall not leaving my neck. He squished me against it and he grabbed my sides. I gasped and he squeezed them again. I felt tingly in my lower stomach.

"Tell me and ill stop." He purred in my ear. I sighed heavily as his hands made their way to my butt. When he reached it he gently squeezed it. I moaned quietly. He pulled back. "Louder." He slurred. I bit my lips together harshly to fight it but a small groan comes out. He pushes himself closer on me. "Louder!" He growled.

"Stop." I moaned. "Tell me baby." He purred. "Carl stop!" I said trying to pull away. "I want to help you now tell me! What is wrong?" He said pulling away.

"Enid! Enid is what's wrong here! She is pulling you guys away from me and I can't stand it!" I cried. He looked away then back at me.

"Lilly, I'm saying this once, and once only. She is not going to take me away from you, or anyone else. I love you, and I can't believe that you would think that I'm that stupid to think that!"

"I didn't say you were! I know that she wants to take you away from me! And I can't let that happen! I love you Carl!" "And I love you Lilly. But she is not trying to take me away from you. She is nice, and I don't think she would do that."

"You know what? You sound exactly like how my parents did when I told them about this. And she is. She did this to me in 6th grade, and she's doing it again! And if you don't believe me then fine!" I yelled running out getting my stuff for the run.

We all walked into the woods and Carl was trying to talk to me. I was mad at him, but I talked back. Daryl shot a squirrel and it flew down. "Nice Daryl." I said.

"Yeah! Hey I wanna learn how to do that! Can you teach me real quick Daryl?" Enid asked.

I threw up in my mouth a little. But he let her.

Rick, Carl and I walked off into an open area. We looked around the fields and I saw a beautiful deer. He was a male, strong and sturdy. He made me feel peaceful. Carl came by me and put his hands on my hips. I looked Ingo his beautiful eyes. Oh they were so blue.

I heard a yell come from Daryl in the woods. I saw an arrow come flying at me and Carl. I pushed Carl down and tried to move but it hit me in my leg. I felt it go through me and I fell back. I hit the ground hard.

I heard a terrible scream come from Carl and Daryl. I saw everyone huddle around me screaming for me. I felt light headed. Pain shot through my body. I could hear muffled screams and my own heavy breathing. I could see Carl crying his eyes out and could faintly see Enid in the back. She was smiling.

I was going to get that bitch, even if it was the last thing I do.