the moment we stepped into the mansion, all eyes were on us. i mean, all of the members were staring at us. we both sported bloodshot eyes and tear-stricken faces which wasn't a good look on one of the toughest guys around here.
" what's-" i shook my head when riki was about to ask what was going on. i already knew soobin was still overwhelmed over what happened just an hour ago and decided that he needed to be in a relaxed environment. " meeting in ten minutes." i said, just before following soobin up the stairs to my room.
" okay..we have to talk, baby," i said as we sat down. he shook his head, obviously not wanting to talk about it. " i won't force you but it would feel better if you let it out, okay?" he sighed before shifting his position, now facing me. " i don't know?? i just feel very..unwanted. and its not because of you, of course. its just the things that happened to me before now haunts me and it makes me feel as if nobody would ever, ever accept me for who i am. hell, even my foster parents who's supposed to support me doesn't even accept me!" he cried out. i only nodded my head, staying silent so he can continue to talk about it while i listen.
" im just not used to all the attention you give me..y'know? and the way you actually love me. i just don't think im worth all that.." i looked at my world, not believing what he just said.
" hey..you know what? on the day i saved you, i was just released from prison. i really thought it was fate that right on that day, at that time, i met you. i just really hope you know that you're loved here and i will show it to you. i promise you, baby."
by now, he was sobbing and melted into my arms, hugging me. " thank you, yeonjun."
" just for you." i smiled at him softly.
OKAY THIS IS REALLY SHORT AND i been gone like really long because my laptop crashed... :D so like yeah i had to wait awhile for it to yk stop being a bitch im so sorry T.T also stream LO$ER=LOVER ( i don't have that heart thing HDNANSUQ )
also i screamed at taehyun and his lip rings T.T
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my biker | yeonbin
Fanfiction" you gotta trust me and close your eyes, okay?" choi soobin is a traumatised 20 year old. while choi yeonjun is a 25 year old living the life of soobin's trauma.
