" hey... you need to get your mind off of beomgyu for a little, okay? i can see you're stressed. please, just relax." yeonjun advised. soobin only sighed. he leaned into yeonjun for support, and yeonjun gladly gave him that. they were now home and watching a movie. " yeonjun..?" soobin started his sentence softly.
" yes, baby?" yeonjun replied without taking his eyes off the screen.
" remember that time we bumped into my ex?" yeonjun rolled his eyes at that. " ugh. how can i forget that? he's such a wannabe. he can't even fight for the love of god." soobin clicked his tongue and slapped him on his chest. " stop being mean. although he does deserve it.." he didn't mean to say the last part and he hoped yeonjun would pay no mind to it.
he did.
" sorry, what?" yeonjun asked.
" uhm..uh...nothing! yeah..." soobin struggled to recover from the mistake.
" nono, i heard that, soobin." soobin kept quiet. " hey, you don't have to talk about it. im not forcing you."
" im just..not used to being treated like this. i didn't get abused or anything, its just different. i've never been in a healthy relationship. its always, ' hey we're together, here's some things i hate you doing. no this, no that.' i get used to it," soobin sighed, thinking about his past relationships. " but with you...its..different. you don't restrict me and you try to understand me. even the fact that you gave me your phone to hold was something big to me, because my exes never did let me touch theirs. god, im so...fucking in love with you, you don't even know.."
yeonjun stared at soobin in shock. it was something normal to him, letting someone just have his phone for a little while. but it seems like soobin took it in a different light.
" oh trust me baby, i love you more."
he kissed soobin on the lips, hoping soobin felt his emotions. he tasted something salty and realised soobin was crying. he immediately stopped, thinking it was him making soobin cry. " oh shit- oh. uhm. fuck. baby im so sorry, i didn't mean to make you cry. right, i should've asked first! fuck, please don't cry.." soobin started laughing while crying and it was a mess.
" silly you. its not that. im just.. really really happy right now." yeonjun visibly sighed in relief. " oh thank god. oh.. its not me."
" oh, but it IS you. you make me happy!!" soobin chuckled and hugged yeonjun. yeonjun laughed along and wrapped his arms around soobin's waist. they were in that awkward position on the couch for another 10 minutes, just smiling while hugging each other.
" not gonna lie, you scared the living shit out of me. ever since day one." yeonjun confessed.
" me? scare you? it should be the other way round, daniel." yeonjun giggled like a small child and pecked him on his lips.
" its because of how fast i was falling for you." soobin smiled. " then in that case, you scared the living shit out of me too."
" you'll continue to scare the living shit out of me, choi soobin. for as long as you'll have me."
" im never letting you go, you asshole. you're stuck with me."
ONLY A FEW MORE CHAPTERS TO GO PEOPLE OMG
i can't believe how far i've come. like honestly, i've been writing these since two years ago. just simply writing when i couldn't sleep. i always had the thought to write on wattpad, but never had the courage to do so. so thankyou to my besties, my forever besties for hyping me up!! and thankyou to you guys for reading this t.t
please rest and eat well!! drink lots of water too! <333
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my biker | yeonbin
Fanfiction" you gotta trust me and close your eyes, okay?" choi soobin is a traumatised 20 year old. while choi yeonjun is a 25 year old living the life of soobin's trauma.
