my biker | yeonbin

thirty nine

soon, they arrived at the mansion. the guys all rushed in, fighting for the bathroom and who showers first. beomgyu looked gloomy and dreadful. of course, a traitor is punishable by death in the underworld. he was scared for his brother. his brother wasn't that kind of person at all. beomhyun was the person that sacrificed his further studies to work just so both of them had enough to eat just for the day before starving for the next three days without food. they lived off of dirty tap water. it was a wonder how they were alive. sooner or later, the seniors found them on the streets, getting beaten up as beomgyu stole some bread from a man. they were then introduced to this life. beomgyu will forever remember his brother's efforts and will not give up fighting for his life. although there were times his brother would lose control because he had such a short temper and took it out on beomgyu, he was still the one that kept beomgyu alive. beomgyu withstood all the beatings, thinking that it was the only way he could repay his brother for his kindness. 

he looked at taehyun, " tyun, please.. don't kill him. he's my everything. you know that." beomgyu said, on the verge of breaking down. taehyun looked at his baby dolefully, knowing there was no chance of yeonjun taking pity of his brother. he softly kissed beomgyu's forehead,  mumbling a small " you should head home first.." before jogging down the stairs to that wretched room. taehyun sighed, he would try to reason with yeonjun at least once. its better than just killing him off. 

meanwhile, soobin at home was eating plain rice with egg sorrowfully. still thinking of the past events, he softly bit his lips as he cried, not wanting to let out a single sob. he heard the front door beep open. " gyu!-"
" shut up soobin, i have no energy to listen to your bullshit." beomgyu sighed as he slammed his door shut. now soobin was full on sobbing. why was everyone leaving him alone? was he that bad of a company? he knew he was being dramatic. he knew beomgyu just needed time to think of whatever had happened to him. beomgyu opened his room door and angrily pointed at him.

" you! if you hadn't been kidnapped, this wouldn't have fucking happened! why are you so damn weak?! what?! why can't you fight of one scrawny looking bitch?! FUCK!" beomgyu was screaming at the top of his lungs while soobin looked at him confused, " i-i, i-im sorry, i-i-"
" shut up! i don't want to hear it. you know what? fuck off. take your things and get the fuck away from me. you bitch! all because of your stupid fucking bitch of a boyfriend, now my brother will die!" 
" h-he what?" soobin said as beomgyu started shoving his things in a suitcase and the rest of his things in a bag before shoving soobin out of the apartment. " you. you are not my friend anymore. don't come back." 

" w-what? g-gyu no- i-i-" before he could even say anything else, the door slammed in his face. he took the bags and started walking out of the complex. his hands were shaking and his eyes were watering. his heart was palpitating and his forehead and hair was wet with sweat even though the weather outside was cold. he nervously looked around and the people around him looked as if they were staring at him and mumbling things among themselves. he fumbled around with his shirt and started peeling the side of his fingers. his breaths were shortened and heavy before he saw black spots and sat down, holding his head in his arms.

" oh my god! that guy looks like he's going to daint! call the ambulance!!" one passerby screamed. " hello? sir? can you hear me? ambulance is on the way!" 
" no! d-don't c-call the ambulance- j-just- m-my phone.. d-daniel h-hyung.." 
" what? okay okay, your phone.. what's your password?"
" 0315.." 

" hello? is this mr daniel?"
" yes, daniel speaking. who are you, why do you have my soobin's phone?"
" uhm you see... well he was about to faint but doesn't want an ambulance called. he insisted you be called."
" where are you?" 
" the sidewalk near the ansan park." ( its a random place, dont come @ me)

yeonjun ended the call. he picked up his jacket and his keys. running towards the garage and starting his bike before wearing his helmet and racing to where soobin was. he has already dealt with beomhyun and his stupidity, so everything was done on his side. he cut lanes and squeezedthrough cars before reaching a few metres from ansan park, spotting a figure sitting down, his head in his arms and a teenage girl sitting by his side. he threw his helmet on the ground and ran towards soobin after abandoning his bike beside the pavement.  " baby!" yeonjun took off his jacket and put it over soobin when he noticed soobin was only wearing a hoodie in the cold weather. " f-fuck.. b-baby what's wrong? t-tell me." soobin groaned in pain. he leaned against yeonjun, " d-dizzy.."
" okay baby, let's get you back to your apartment okay?" soobin shook his head and that was when he noticed the bags. soobin started hyperventilating and crying, " a-all m-my fault.. m-me! m-my f-fault!" at this point, they have started attracting the attention of other passersby. ( yes this is the actual plural form-)
" fuck..! darling, listen to me okay? you're okay.. its not your fault, okay? im here and we're going back home, okay? we're going home.." yeonjun took soobin into his arms, setting him onto his  laps and petting his head comfortingly. " b-baby, y-you need to breathe.. p-please.."  soobin was far from breathing normally, his breaths were erratic. " b-baby follow me. okay, f-follow me."

yeonjun breathed in slowly and breathed out after in a rhythmic pace. slowly, soobin started to follow and his breaths became less erratic. " y-yes.. g-good boy. g-good baby.. my baby is doing so well.." they continued for awhile until soobin calmed. yeonjun wiped away his tears and kissed his forehead and his nose. he kissed soobin's bloodied fingers. 
" i-im so s-sorry.. i-i should've t-trusted you.. i-i-" yeonjun shook his head, " n-no don't apologise.. i-its my fault. i-i didn't t-tell you anything and kept you in the dark.."
soobin put his palms on yeonjun's cheeks, wiping away his tears. " it scared me.." 
" w-what?" 
" when you started walking away from me with those hateful eyes.." yeonjun rubbed his cheeks against soobin's palms. " i-i was l-losing you and i had n-no i-idea how i was going t-to get y-you back.." 

" p-please.. don't do that again... im b-begging you.. please d-don't leave m-me.." 

yeonbin: crying and being in love
the girl: eye mouth eye ( im using my pc so there's no fucking emoji-)
hello everyone!!! sorry for not updating very fast, i was quite frankly enjoying my days without school :D i spent today watching paw patrol and my little pony... don't ask- 

anyway, enjoy this. more will be explained about what happened to beomhyun and taegyu on the next chapter, so look forward to it! i hope i would be able to get my emotions across..

a question though! how do you guys think i have been doing for the last 30+ chapters? 
i just realised i haven't asked yet i think i was too shy to ask AHAHAHAHA uhm.. yeah! 
have a great day/night, pleaseplease wear warm clothings for those that have winter. drink lots of water and eat well <3333